city of lincoln

the organizers organized to visit lincoln city yesterday. well, we didnt visit the castle since only half an hour left, we didnt go to the cathederal either.. but thats the landmark here.. we decided to go to braywater front down the steep street.. very steep.. canal+boats+swan+bridge.. very nice area..

harlaxton college in grantham, england

WELCOME TO HARLAXTON COLLEGE IN GRANTHAM, ENGLAND FOR A COMPUTATIONAL GROUP THEORY AND COHOMOLOGY CONFERENCE 4-8 AUGUST 2008. Amazing manor! I was stunning to see such a place.. mcm cerite harry porter pulak kat dlm die.. with those roman influence.. baby angel terbang sana sini.. huge chandelier, decorative ceiling, huge wall, secret wall, wow but ade juga scary nye when u r alone.. hope you enjoy the pictures.. tomorrow we are going to visit the museum besides the talk given by few more researchers.. weather? not so bad..

new faces

my beloved boy and girl at subway in juru last 2 weeks.. we enjoyed the 1 foot long sandwich very much..

at home

my routine.. wake up and play with my kids.. prepare for breakfast, very easy and light breakfast.. then mandikan my kids.. as usual haziq nak tgk little einstein.. his favourite.. damia bum bum.. prepare for lunch.. and wait for my husband to have our lunch.. bestnye kalau bley rilex2 camni.. hmm not really rilex laa.. etih juga jd housewife but takyah pk keje!! thats d best.. rasa ringan kepala... no other problems.. time adjustment penting jg jd housewife nih.. nak kena tau which one to do while the small one sleeps.. to control d situation.. big boy dont shout.. talk slowly.. to divide equal attention between both of them.. and also to give my time to my husband.. enough time for myself? nope.. when can i have the time? wait until my small one is 3.. baru ok skek.. provided my husbnd ade kat umah.. that is only during the weekend.. or else.. letih tetapi seronok n puas sbb bley jaga anak sendiri.. for this short duration.. bfore keje..

legaaa

huh.. at last, i've submitted my writing.. sgt lega rasanya.. at the moment hndk berehat bersama keluarga.. with my kids before i start working in a few months..

yesterday we went to Sunway Carnival.. as usual Haziq suke makan kat Manhattan Fish Market.. calamari.. alaskan pollock sgt sedap. my fav mushroom die.. yummy.. kids meal quite cheap.. big portion with orange juice..
recommended for those who haven't try.. tak menang tgn bagi mkn kat dua2.. yg kecik pun suke mkn2 ni..

haziq suke jugak mkn kat kenny rogers.. fav die coleslaw.. then potato salad then macaroni cheese.. tapi kenny rogers ni die punye kesedapan bergantung pd tempat yg kite mkn.. aritu try kat queensbay.. tak sedap..

one thing, i always cook vege je for haziq.. at the age of hmm 1 year 2 months gitu die mkn steam vege, he can eat potato, carrot, brocolli, cauliflower etc..
now he likes all of them.. garlic bwg tomato mkn keladi kailan sawi bayam mkn, rebung pun mkn.. suke bwg goreng.. air pegaga pun minum.. ayam ok.. ikan suke.. daging not so, squid n prawn ok.. i believe, budak2 akan sendirinye suke mkn ayam etc.. tapi sayur kena bagi mkn since small.. kalau suh mkn besaq2 ni mesti susah.. same goes to damia.. if we go to kfc.. ask him what do you want.. he will definitely say coleslaw..

till then.. supervising two kids is not easy.. one is just about to start walking.. the other one.. run n jump everywhere.. penin kepala..

almost done

huhu.. almost.. will print n bind tomorrow..

final touch.. pressure

Oh, my..

I have problems with my final touch.. touch here and there.. tak kena jer.. huhu.. actually my proof yg tak brp kena.. got to strive.. others should be ok.. help me Allah.. i've to send it before 20th so that i dont have to register again next sem.. i'm broke.. haha.. what to do.. this is what i have to accept of doing this thing in Malaysia.. no guarantee for you.. my fate.. to my friends.. whateva it is.. supervisor is very important.. supervision has to be superb. able to give guidance and concentrate on your work.. not only that the most important thing is the supervisor has to have a very good research background on the title that we are working on.. kalau tak hancus.. u dont know which direction to go and the supervisor also unable to give good direction.. end up.. stuck in the middle of desert.. got any clue.. sama je keliling tanpa pokok.. just empty space with no clue.. can you see sky? yes of course.. arghhh.. i dont want to supervise any of research student.. let me do it myself.. let me be good.. this whole experience is making me sick.. anyone can help me? none of you guys!! huh

yabedabedooo

it has been a while i didn't update my blog.. well.. i'm going to submit my thesis hopefully before 20th june so that i dont have to register for next semester.. besides having problem with my servant (she doesnt know who she is, ala2 tak sedar diri dtg dr mana).. everything is just fine.. will probably terminate her after i 've submitted my thesis.. rugi duit tapi nak buat camna.. baru je 5 months.. cant stand anymore..

minyak naik.. very bad for me.. i've to travel from kulim to penang to work.. i dont have a clue what will happen next.. do i have to stay in penang with my kids and let my husband stays in kulim.. weekend baru jumpa? oh my!! i dont like the idea.. all this while dah le memang tunggang terbalik hidup.. kulim-sp-utm.. make me sick!!

anyway, my sis and i, we did try to decorate cup cakes.. haha.. our first trial, without experience and how to handle the piping bag.. not so bad.. mmg la tak lawa mcm yg dijual.. tgn pun keras.. buat simple pattern.. ade yg tak jadi.. ade yg besar ade yg kecik..


our 2nd trial was on my husband's brthday.. this time we did cheese toping.. quite nice.. i love it.. then we celebrated zaini's and anisa's brthday together.. more cupcakes with better look.. only white and chocolate colour.. will update the picture soon..

flower at home

our own landskap.. bedal je la labu

my husband's fav
this is mine.. red lily..

this week, haziq stays in sg petani with tok abah n tok mama. the 3 of us.. stay at home.. dgn cuti buruhnya.. tgk-tgk pokok.. sambil ambil gmbr damia.. since we haven't take this little girl's picture for long time.. unfair huh for damia.. will do more..

one of the shocking news, our neighbour passed away last midnight.. we talked over the phone last sunday regarding water issue.. he works in spore and stays in jb. his entire family is here in kulim.. he got breathing problem and passed away before a friend of him arrved to the house.. very sad.. he has 3 children.. the youngest is 2 years old girl.. being far away or apart from the family making this story more sad.. we share this wireless connection and i personally consider him to be a very caring neighbour..

but thats Allah job.. membuatkan aku insaf seketika.. cukupkah amalan jika begitu jadinya.. aku masih belom bersedia.. jadi bersedialah sekarang.. first and foremost, tutuplah aurat sebenar-benarnye agar tidak diriku ini berdosa, tidak berdosa juga suamiku.. dan perbetulkan dan perbaiki solatmu, lakukanlah sebaik masuknya waktu.. dijauhilah drpd tertinggal akan amalanku..
jagalah juga hati suamiku, keluargaku.. sesungguhnya syurga seorang isteri di bawah tapak kaki suaminya.. aku redha.. kini aku rasa lebih menghargai suami dan anak-anakku kerana aku masih ada mereka, keluargaku..

home sweet home

back for good.. huh.. best balik mesia.. letey travelling.. i'm starting to hate it..
my cute children were superb.. growing up.. lagi comei.. with their own different character..but

my work is still in progress.. hope will overcome as soon as possible.. dah letey n buhsan jg kekdg..

daaa.. got to do a lot of work.. anyway, everybody seems to be hepi with their watches n purses..

one lovely day

went out to play putt putt since the weather fairly ok..
not hot n not cold, not windy either.. then went to red
lobster.. haha.. makan time.. full beb..







yesterday we went out jalan2 aroun d campus..
rame yg baring2 kat padang.. bawa their dogs jln2..
ok.. nice..

more pictures

tak leh letak gmbr kat friendster coz filenye besar sgt so i decided to have this blog and put some of my recent pictures.. ala-ala tak penah nampak bunga secantik itu dan lain dr di msia.. amik gambaq je laaa.. haha.. lagipun baru start spring n flowers blom start bloom.. the smell of daffodils.. wangiii. whenever pass by..

in the vize house..

master bedroom n 3rd room


kitchen n living area


vize house kat blkg tu.. the place where i hibernate.. haha



sekitar uni.. a lot of squirrel




yellow for daffodils, purple irises, pink magnolia..
white i dunno.. taapi semo cantik2

struggling

doing my writing on saturday!! counting conjugacy classes and counting days to be back home.. nak balik coz i miss my family.. tanak balik coz i haven't done my writing yet.. the mathematical part.. need a polishing.. red inks everywhere.. indeed my prof is a perfectionist, detail, sharp, fun, n i enjoy working with him..
i couldnt have done this wthout him.. best teacher.. would love to come again and work together to produce more theorems, lemmas, propositions, definitons, corollaries?? huh.. we are just not Abel or Lie

in evansville

ready to jalan-jalan?










nope.. got to do my work










on the way back home.. eh cantiknye bunga

us in dec 07

my girl DAMIA