APEX

well, after induction, i have a clearer picture about APEX.. ade byk misunderstood on this APEX yer kwn2.. recently, based on top 100 universities in Asia, UM led the universities in M'sia.. USM ranked 3rd.. many people commented this way.. kalau APEX kenapa 3rd? well, USm sebenarnye bukanlah lagi universiti APEX.. USM masih dlm menjayakan program APEX.. what is our aim? if i'm not mistake, in 2015, we aim to be top 100 universities in the world.. in 2020 we want to be top 50 universities in the world.. every university has to come up with a proposal to be under this APEX programme, luckily USM got it.. why? many said because our vice chancellor of USM came up with a good presentation.. much2 better than other universities on our vision n mission n other things that convinced KPT.. actually to get more money from the usual allocation.. in order to achieve the rank.. in fact we havent got the money yet.. to get into the APEX programme, is actually to get the money so that we can have more research, better environment to work, better salary and of coz.. the outcome is.. the ranking that we aim for.. the admin people (higher) have been working very hard to get the money to convince KPT, to bring USM forward.. we want to make bussiness unusual.. bla bla bla.. mcm2 la.. i agree, UM always led other universities in certain aspect n areas.. every university is unique.. but probably, the vision that we have, with good VC.. we are not fighting with UM, but we want to achive our target or vision to be 50 top universities in the world by 2020.. it is not a competition among universities.. enough say?? well, we'll see how USm will perform in this coming yearss

back to school

not only haziq, after 6 days induction, i'm back to my school too.. got a lot of things to do.. yg ditinggalkan sepjg 6 hari berkursus.. yg ok.. yg nagntuk.. dan mcm2 yg lagi..

well, i need to complete 3 things before my confirmation.. 1) induction 60% done.. 40% xam on 28th may.. well, i have to postpone my cuti becos of the xam.. 2) kursus pengajaran dan pembelajaran.. so that we dont have to take diploma pendidikan ok.. n 3) BM.. huhu..

story about haziq.. well, haziq dah stop minum his pediasure.. not only expensive.. sometimes he refuses to eat n loves his milk more.. camna ceritenye.. well, as usual bile haziq g school, akan dibekalkanlah dgn botol susu n jugak susu yg dlm compartment die tu.. so 1 portion for 1 time.. but.. teacher roslina has gone.. tatau la mana pi nye.. principal haziq has to take over these few kids.. so instead of 1 portion, she put 2.. of coz susunye menjadi begitu sedap vanila nye yg power cukup pekat memikat.. i did 1.. mesti kirang pekat memikat.. so everytime he refused to drink the milk i did.. nak yg manis2.. yg ade kuning2 kat bwh botol.. i knew.. yg improperly dissolve.. cant disscolve anymore.. tak le la camtu.. nanti excrement keras... hehe.. end up.. haziq decided to have fresh milk.. dutch lady laa.. i didnt do the decision.. he did it.. so separuh tin pediasure tak abih n diberi kepada adik beradik sepupu sepapat ku yg juga minum itu susu.. sayang la.. 1.8kg susu is about RM110.. and it lasts less than a month.. the good thing is.. he eats more, kentut sudah berbunyi.. kalau tak bau busuk betul.. he goes to toilet once a day.. dan paling best tak bangun dah memlm n ask for milk.. legaa.. so stock fresh milk kena le ade sentiasa.. as for damia.. semo damia minum n mkn.. i like.. ahh.. miss my boy n my girl.. damia can speak better yer.. hello mama.. with her own intonation.. comel.. everytime she wants to do something.. surely she will call bapak!! to have bapak's attention.. whether singing or dancing..

well, i got a list of things to do!
1) prepare to tutup vote 78179
2) notes further linear algebra
3) notes algebra for science students
4) prepare slides for Asian Mathematical conference 22-26 june 2009
5) Book hotel and flight for RFM
6) PPSM meeting on 21st june
7) Vet soalan KSCP

i hope i can be very efficient.. berhemah utk menjayakan APEX..

hand mouth foot disease

OMG, at haziq's school the disease has spreaded out.. starting with 1 kid kena.. dan emak nye yg sgt tidak bertimbang rasa hntr gak anak die gi school though suspected.. dan cikgu di sekolah yg terperasan sbb mcm demam n tak sihat.. tak nmpk lagi merah2.. esoknye emak budak nih p sekolah n terus nak bawak blk anak die.. ade appoinment ngan dr.. what theeeee.. cam nak curi anak bawak p hospital cek n tak britau papa.. sib baik sempat principal haziq nmpk die nak gi bawak anak die.. lalu bertanyalahhh.. dan menjawab lahh.. emak budak tu cikgu tau.. whatt theeeeee... sungguh marah rasanyaaaaa.. luckily haziq was sick last week and he didnt attend his class tuesday-thurday.. dan kwn haziq yg bermain dgn budak itu sudah berjangkit.. though principal n other teachers dah cuci semo satu sekolah wwith the toys etc.. n org kementerian kesihatan pun dah mai cek.. still.. school tutup for 10 days.. tak le 5 or 6 days.. memang tutup kena 10 days.. so now.. my boy dgn gembiranya lepak at my office.. huhu.. that is OK, tertapi tidak le duduk dgn senyap nye.. toing sana sini.. vroom sana sini.. and of coz melayan ckp n kerenah die sehingga my work pun bertambah n tak terlayan.. haziq haziqq.. jadi terpaksa la mengankut sekalian tpt tido bersama bantal dan mknan utk dikunyah2.. utk tidak memboringkan budak yg tatau senyap ini.. haha.. sib baik betullah haziq tak p school.. kalau tak.. susah la.. bley jangkit pd damia n others.. next week, i have my induction course.. wonder how.. leave him with my husband? die nak gi lab.. proably will send him to school.. actually the principle offered me to take haziq to her house.. to all full day care kids.. so akan belajar semo kat umah principle.. first time le jumpa principle yg sgt concern with kids.. penah haziq cedera.. ekekek.. langgaq btg pipe n luke almost nak kena mata.. principle tolong rebus telur n tuam.. kalau terlambat tak penah caj.. extra time for haziq time pepetang.. great food.. mkn ikan bawal steam etc.. overall ok laaa.. walau berlainan bangsa..

huh.. got to do my work.. ku ketensenan jugak sebenarnye.. apekah? hendak meluahkan tertapi tidak terluahh.. everyday kite di duga dgn memcm dugaan yg Allah berikan.. life isnt easy especially when you have your own family.. all things have to be considered.. priority of coz our kids.. their food, education, etc.. menjadi seorang ibu jugak bukan mudah.. u have to work.. ye laa.. nak keta besau umah besau gaji besau.. semo besau laa.. dah balik keje.. u have to do the cleaning as well.. with the kids around.. yg menyepah di sana sini.. mkn minum.. very tiring.. the routine continues.. until the kids dah besar skek when u have to face other things plak.. a husband.. the provider.. sesama mencari duit utk anak bini.. di zmn ini perlu juga utk membantu.. paling kurang menjaga anak bile isteri buat itu ini.. ape salahnya membasuh baju.. machine yg buat pun.. kerna sesama mencari duit, kelaur masuk umah pun time yg sama.. letih sesama seharusnya dibuat bersama.. tidaklah bermaksud ayat2 ini utk suamiku.. all this while.. he has been very helpful.. tolong jugak mop sapu lantai.. jirus pokok.. bagi mandi anak.. tukar pampers n buatkan susu.. iron his own baju.. better than our father.. seronok jugak bile teringat our own mmom duduk je umah.. takyah nak umah besar keta besar cukup dgn ape yg ada.. mampu je hidup senang skrg ini.. yg pasti kepala otak tak berapa serabai le.. buat je keje umah n jaga anak.. i wish i could..

pernah kah kekwn berdiskusi dgn husband memasing about ur expenses? memo? siapa yg kena byr ape itu ini? atau semo husband yg byr? bini yg byr? is it good? well, ade jugak yg memasing very secretive about their income n expenses even with the husband or wife.. husband n wife tatau pun ade brp dlm simpanan.. ade jugak yg begitu telus.. good? not good? whats the best? generally we seldom discuss this among us.. yup.. ala2 rahsia keluarga.. bagaimana we manage the family, financially, emotionally etc etc lah.. but we always present the best 'face' as if nothing happen.. we are OK.. deep inside? memang OK pun? tak OK sebenarnye.. pure2 Ok la.. do we have a standard line.. OK itu macammana? well.. i start to merepek.. hehe..

chiao

Wolverine

last thursday nite, my husband, haziq n i, we went to queensbay mall to watch x-men.. huhu.. why? becoz haziq likes wolverine.. byk2 character.. wolverine yg die suke.. b4, we bought him a sticker book yg penuh dgn character marvel heroes.. so semua die tau.. i yg tatau... storm le, prof xavier le, etc etc.. huhu.. all in all.. it was OK.. haziq gabra jugak kekdg.. me too.. hehe.. it was our first time watching a movie after our marriage with haziq sitting in the middle.. OK laa..

good weekend.. longer than usual.. balik sp n kulim.. mama cooked laksam and oso laksa kedah.. huhu.. yummy.. pulut yg ditanak mkn bersama ikan gelama masin.. huhu with sambal tumis ikan bilis.. sodapp.. its all about the food kalau balik sp.. sentiasa penuh perut ku.. mmg tak le diet ok.. all in all.. waiting for the next weekend.. nak rehat je rasanya!!