its already march.. time flies fast.. well, i think i need a break now.. what to do? where to go? i have no idea at all.. hubby seems very busy with his lab work.. besides, we have just spent some $$ on our new furniture.. the result.. dok kat rumah je laa.. haha.. thought of jln2 with the kids.. i think they need different air.. asyik sama je buhsan jugak la..
our everyday routine.. wake up around 6.30am n do wateva i suupose to do.. kids will wake up around 7.15am.. prepare them and we depart around 8am to penang.. keje keje.. fetch them almost 6pm.. and we arrive at 7.. i have to cook for dinner while hubby bathe d kids.. settle evrything by 10 and kids sleep around that time.. still need to iron our clothes.. sleep around 11.30pm.. huhu weekend mmg kalau boleh i just want to lepak at home.. saturday or sunday, we make sure that we have sometime to jog at a park in kulim while kids playing at the playground.. towards a healthy life i believe.. we take a step closer to a healthy life.. byk sgt dgr mcm2 kes yg berkaitan dgn amalan hidup yg tak brp sihat, kurang bersenam n mknan yg kurang berkhasiat..
hmm.. i need to layan my hobbies jugak kut.. patchwork, cubaan cupcake itu ini.. different2 techniques.. and recipes.. its just for mkn2 family je.. but i really enjoy doing cupcakes.. its like a treatment.. hmmm yoga jugak kut for me.. haha.. when u actually concentrate doing the cupcakes and forget about other things yg mengusut masaikan otak ini..
urghhh need to do my workk.. read some articles.. prepare for the test questions.. some grants.. notes n solutions.. huhu..
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
my lil gal
hola..
my gal got chicken pox last Sunday.. on Monday mornin i sent her to the clinic to verify.. yes it is though she has only 3 small spots.. So today is wednesday.. she has around 30, not big.. i hope she wouldnt have a lot like me :) not yet gatal2.. surviving tapi dedaq sedikit.. the sad part is i cant really look after her.. i sent her to my mom on monday after we went to the clinic.. we try to avoid haziq from having the same flu.. will see how.. as for now, we lied to haziq by not telling him that his sister is back in kg.. or else he wouldnt want to go to school and start creating stories, he is not feeling well bla bla bla.. i will go back to SP this evenin once I've settled with haziq n husband.. i've to feed them first and early in the mornin, tmro, come back and fetch them to school.. what a tiring day.. after 3 hours of lecture and tutorials.. :)
well, not easy to send or to leave ur kids with someone else.. Luckily my mom is still ok and that someone else is my mom.. tq mama.. i lurve u.. this is the scenario nowadays.. since the ladies have to work, for sure the grannies have to help us with the kids.. specially with such flu.. for a better reason, my sis is also staying with my mom and she is still unemployed.. a bonus for damia.. she is soooo attached with me.. living her there makes everybody in the house feels so empty.. we miss her cheekiness, her pot pet pot pet, she tease haziq a lot.. lovely lil gal..
as for me, the most sad part of being a mother is when i have to leave haziq for 3 motnhs for an attachment in the states.. really sad.. he was only 1 year 5 months.. and i have to leave him.. only Allah knows how i miss him.. to make that even worse, i was alone in a guest house.. cant cook, pregnant to damia which limits my movement, my joy and all other things.. but i did survive.. horror ok sbb aku sorang dok umah yg besar.. huhu.. all i can hear is the sound of branches on the top of the roof, scretching the roof.. with squirrels jumping here and there.. from the trees to the roof.. and with no curtains.. looking at the sky with shadow of trees.. some experiences during my study time that developed braveness in me.. u have to go and leave ur family for a while or else you wont get ur phd..
my gal got chicken pox last Sunday.. on Monday mornin i sent her to the clinic to verify.. yes it is though she has only 3 small spots.. So today is wednesday.. she has around 30, not big.. i hope she wouldnt have a lot like me :) not yet gatal2.. surviving tapi dedaq sedikit.. the sad part is i cant really look after her.. i sent her to my mom on monday after we went to the clinic.. we try to avoid haziq from having the same flu.. will see how.. as for now, we lied to haziq by not telling him that his sister is back in kg.. or else he wouldnt want to go to school and start creating stories, he is not feeling well bla bla bla.. i will go back to SP this evenin once I've settled with haziq n husband.. i've to feed them first and early in the mornin, tmro, come back and fetch them to school.. what a tiring day.. after 3 hours of lecture and tutorials.. :)
well, not easy to send or to leave ur kids with someone else.. Luckily my mom is still ok and that someone else is my mom.. tq mama.. i lurve u.. this is the scenario nowadays.. since the ladies have to work, for sure the grannies have to help us with the kids.. specially with such flu.. for a better reason, my sis is also staying with my mom and she is still unemployed.. a bonus for damia.. she is soooo attached with me.. living her there makes everybody in the house feels so empty.. we miss her cheekiness, her pot pet pot pet, she tease haziq a lot.. lovely lil gal..
as for me, the most sad part of being a mother is when i have to leave haziq for 3 motnhs for an attachment in the states.. really sad.. he was only 1 year 5 months.. and i have to leave him.. only Allah knows how i miss him.. to make that even worse, i was alone in a guest house.. cant cook, pregnant to damia which limits my movement, my joy and all other things.. but i did survive.. horror ok sbb aku sorang dok umah yg besar.. huhu.. all i can hear is the sound of branches on the top of the roof, scretching the roof.. with squirrels jumping here and there.. from the trees to the roof.. and with no curtains.. looking at the sky with shadow of trees.. some experiences during my study time that developed braveness in me.. u have to go and leave ur family for a while or else you wont get ur phd..
Monday, January 4, 2010
holla 2010, good bye 2009
so many things happened in 2009. early of the year, we have to struggle with our financial, settling down in penang, travelling kulim-penang every weekend.. what a tiring year for us.. and of coz, our house in kulim was neglected.. but we ended the year with sort of celebration.. both of my sisters already married.. all of us already married and i believe that both of my parents can now breathe smoothly as their responsiblity has been transfered to the husbands.. we were in kuala terengganu releasing the hardwork we had undergone for the past months preparing for the kenduri.. its double celebration indeed.. lega!!
of coz, new year 2010, we have so many resolutions to be done.. mine? later probably.. lets begin with my kids' story.. haziq is now in pre-kindy class taking mandarin too.. damia in readiness class, later in the evening 3 times a week he has to learn his iqra' at the kindergarten.. i would like to thank Mrs. Tan for her arrangement.. as a mother, i dont mind investing lotsa money for them but later do remember our sacrifice.. we love you, we always want to find the best school, the best way to make you two happy.. be a good boy and a good girl..and we always proud to be your father mother..
how about my work? i'm targeting to go to US for a conference in may.. i hope i can.. well, need to do all the hard work, put extra effort and fly fly fly.. besides there is hidden agenda hehehe.. well, start from now on and save some money for that.. with the kpi and kip watso eva, i need to send and publish 1 or 2 papers to refereed journal as well as getting more students to supervise.. for this level i just want 1 or 2 master students to do wateva that i'm keen of..
well, my resolutions for this year
*) to be a good muslimah.. what i need to do? i need to really tutup my aurat! with tudung when i'm at my mom's house, in law's house, oso waktu sidai kain kat luar.. buy few pairs of socks.. besides kena lebih menepati waktu2 solat, improve my quran reading too.. especially sewaktu sembahyang..
1) to be a good wife.. well lately, terasa satu aura yg kurang in our relationship after 5 years.. is that normal? i just want those days sewaktu berbunga2 cinta masih mekar.. i need to do something.. less argument probably.. huhu
2) to be a good mother.. selalu marah anak2ku yg sedikit degil.. please control ur temper yeahh
3) to be a good daughter.. yeah mama n abah.. i hope i can contribute more to both of you
4) to be a good worker.. less time with fb, reading blog and more time with research work
5) to save some money.. there is a figure that I'm targeting
6) to make over some space of my house
i guess that would be enough!! so, happy new year!!
of coz, new year 2010, we have so many resolutions to be done.. mine? later probably.. lets begin with my kids' story.. haziq is now in pre-kindy class taking mandarin too.. damia in readiness class, later in the evening 3 times a week he has to learn his iqra' at the kindergarten.. i would like to thank Mrs. Tan for her arrangement.. as a mother, i dont mind investing lotsa money for them but later do remember our sacrifice.. we love you, we always want to find the best school, the best way to make you two happy.. be a good boy and a good girl..and we always proud to be your father mother..
how about my work? i'm targeting to go to US for a conference in may.. i hope i can.. well, need to do all the hard work, put extra effort and fly fly fly.. besides there is hidden agenda hehehe.. well, start from now on and save some money for that.. with the kpi and kip watso eva, i need to send and publish 1 or 2 papers to refereed journal as well as getting more students to supervise.. for this level i just want 1 or 2 master students to do wateva that i'm keen of..
well, my resolutions for this year
*) to be a good muslimah.. what i need to do? i need to really tutup my aurat! with tudung when i'm at my mom's house, in law's house, oso waktu sidai kain kat luar.. buy few pairs of socks.. besides kena lebih menepati waktu2 solat, improve my quran reading too.. especially sewaktu sembahyang..
1) to be a good wife.. well lately, terasa satu aura yg kurang in our relationship after 5 years.. is that normal? i just want those days sewaktu berbunga2 cinta masih mekar.. i need to do something.. less argument probably.. huhu
2) to be a good mother.. selalu marah anak2ku yg sedikit degil.. please control ur temper yeahh
3) to be a good daughter.. yeah mama n abah.. i hope i can contribute more to both of you
4) to be a good worker.. less time with fb, reading blog and more time with research work
5) to save some money.. there is a figure that I'm targeting
6) to make over some space of my house
i guess that would be enough!! so, happy new year!!
Monday, September 14, 2009
some pictures taken long time ago and while cleaning the house
damia suke betul dok dlm bakul.. and suke
le nak buat split.. haha
haziq posing berdiri kat wall tapi mcm tido
kat atas lantai.. and of coz his senapang gajah
for this raya bedsheet kaler purple yeahh..
pantang tukar cadar sure depa landing dulu..
damia in master bedroom and the other one
is our guessroom.. thanks to AUSSINO.. i
love the collection.. worth buying.. ku tido
dgn lena.. my husband loves the threadcount
too.. no more other brands.. cannon is not
bad too..
ini jawabnya mommi eri
1) kalau islamic, hang byr lebih they put the money in a buffer, next month hang byr kurang.. tak deduct drpd prime value yer..kalau conventional.. byr lebih they will deduct from your prime value.. the best is to find daily basis punye pinjaman.. HSBC! yg i tau la.. for both slamic n maxi home.. muamalat nak kita org byr utk sethn baru deduct from prime.. gilllerr apee
2) muamalat buat silap, tak letak log in period for our case meaning we can refinance our house anytime.. but they refuse to accept their mistake, they still want us to pay for the penalty.. dah la penalty muamalat byk le berbanding bank lain.. more than 2% as compared to bank islam.. bank lain? pastu they claim keluar pekeliling kata kena byr juga.. abih tu kenapa pekeliling tak sampe pada kita org? sungguh tak profesioanl menyebabkan bile tibe slot tajaan muamalat kat tv3 time berita aku ngan laki akunaik muak nak teermuntah.. ape islamic yg membebankan.. dah la nak cek baki nak kena byr balik pun lambat wehh 2 mgu baru dpt figure.. then.. nak cek byran bulanan pun tadak dlm sistem.. akunye kes kena call kat sbrg jaya tanya.. lembaps.. tu pasal tadak org kat muamalat.. aku aritu amik sbb they can offer 100% loan.. dan jugak nak islamic le kekonon.. sbb depa nye rate rendah skek drpd bank islam.. kalau ku tahu consequencesnye bank itu bergini.. tanak akuuu..
3) we understand kalau refinance kite selalunye refinance dgn bank lain.. tapi boleh jer refinance dlm bank yg sama mcm maybank.. muamalat mmg tak bagi refinance langsung.. now kan dah BFR-2% gitu.. ours is BFR+0.5%.. tak flexi
4) after 4+years paying, they dont deduct a cent from our prime value.. we pay the interest jer all this while.. whereas other banks.. ade yg tolak interest oso prime values from the first month.. so need to figure that too.. tu pun muamalat kata tak untung lagi.. "we have to achieve our target" bla bla bluekkkkk
5)pengalaman dgn bank islam plak.. kepoh je kata bulan nov n dis tak yah byr.. so u pay only 10 months.. sebenarnye.. byran 2 bulan itu ditangguhkan keblkg.. meaning if u do 10 years punya loan, after 10years u have to pay another 2X10=20 months lagik.. ckp tak habis ler.. cukup tak suke kalau gini.. memang mengakui amat buta dlm selok belok bank nih.. dan rasa sungguh tertipu dan terpedaya bile bank tak ckp semonyeee.. ada byk muslihat tul.. i hate to say that i dont like and trust islamic scheme nih sbb myself islam.. tapi mcm mana nak support
memandangkan islamic scheme nih pun ntah papa..
6) a lecturer suggested to bank islam to change their calculation a lil bit so that pengguna tak beban and they still get whateva keuntungan they targeted.. they refused.. in fact utk fixed rate.. islamic dgn 7% nye itu adalah yg tertinggi yer.. public bank islamic pun bley bagi 6%.. what the **** is that?
7) membebankan? tak membebankan? bukan kah islam itu menganjurkan perkara yg tidak membebankan.. mmg aku setuju la kalau kakak hang byr cash.. abis cite.. byk byr interest..
ape lgik yer.. we, my husband and i need to figure this out.. we want to ask other banks n we promise not to deal anything with muamalat after this.. slow management etc.. i just hate to mention about the bank
2) muamalat buat silap, tak letak log in period for our case meaning we can refinance our house anytime.. but they refuse to accept their mistake, they still want us to pay for the penalty.. dah la penalty muamalat byk le berbanding bank lain.. more than 2% as compared to bank islam.. bank lain? pastu they claim keluar pekeliling kata kena byr juga.. abih tu kenapa pekeliling tak sampe pada kita org? sungguh tak profesioanl menyebabkan bile tibe slot tajaan muamalat kat tv3 time berita aku ngan laki akunaik muak nak teermuntah.. ape islamic yg membebankan.. dah la nak cek baki nak kena byr balik pun lambat wehh 2 mgu baru dpt figure.. then.. nak cek byran bulanan pun tadak dlm sistem.. akunye kes kena call kat sbrg jaya tanya.. lembaps.. tu pasal tadak org kat muamalat.. aku aritu amik sbb they can offer 100% loan.. dan jugak nak islamic le kekonon.. sbb depa nye rate rendah skek drpd bank islam.. kalau ku tahu consequencesnye bank itu bergini.. tanak akuuu..
3) we understand kalau refinance kite selalunye refinance dgn bank lain.. tapi boleh jer refinance dlm bank yg sama mcm maybank.. muamalat mmg tak bagi refinance langsung.. now kan dah BFR-2% gitu.. ours is BFR+0.5%.. tak flexi
4) after 4+years paying, they dont deduct a cent from our prime value.. we pay the interest jer all this while.. whereas other banks.. ade yg tolak interest oso prime values from the first month.. so need to figure that too.. tu pun muamalat kata tak untung lagi.. "we have to achieve our target" bla bla bluekkkkk
5)pengalaman dgn bank islam plak.. kepoh je kata bulan nov n dis tak yah byr.. so u pay only 10 months.. sebenarnye.. byran 2 bulan itu ditangguhkan keblkg.. meaning if u do 10 years punya loan, after 10years u have to pay another 2X10=20 months lagik.. ckp tak habis ler.. cukup tak suke kalau gini.. memang mengakui amat buta dlm selok belok bank nih.. dan rasa sungguh tertipu dan terpedaya bile bank tak ckp semonyeee.. ada byk muslihat tul.. i hate to say that i dont like and trust islamic scheme nih sbb myself islam.. tapi mcm mana nak support
memandangkan islamic scheme nih pun ntah papa..
6) a lecturer suggested to bank islam to change their calculation a lil bit so that pengguna tak beban and they still get whateva keuntungan they targeted.. they refused.. in fact utk fixed rate.. islamic dgn 7% nye itu adalah yg tertinggi yer.. public bank islamic pun bley bagi 6%.. what the **** is that?
7) membebankan? tak membebankan? bukan kah islam itu menganjurkan perkara yg tidak membebankan.. mmg aku setuju la kalau kakak hang byr cash.. abis cite.. byk byr interest..
ape lgik yer.. we, my husband and i need to figure this out.. we want to ask other banks n we promise not to deal anything with muamalat after this.. slow management etc.. i just hate to mention about the bank
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
time flies fast
sedar tak sedar tgl 10 hari jer lagik nak syawal.. ntah kenapa.. tadak mood raya pun tahun nih.. kuih pun kurang.. baju raya pun ala kadar je.. semo cukup cukup je.. dgn tak le shopping bcoz of h1n1.. so semo preparation pun jadi cukup2 saja..
as for puasa tahun ni.. haha.. demam yg sgt teruk telah melanda.. waktu mule posa.. sempat le pose 5 hari then demam yg agak lama disambung dgn cuti bulanan.. teruk le mengqada' pose nanti.. huh.. kesimpulannya di sini.. berat bdn ku juga tak turun.. walaupun mmg tak mkn pun walau tak berpose.. ditambah dgn hanya membeli utk pose kali ni.. lagik la tak rasa mcm pose sbb rupenye kat penang nih.. tak tempting langsung mknan nye skrg ini.. i dun get it bile org kata nak dtg penang nak cari mknan yg best.. dpt mknan yg best.. selama menjadi pnddk penang nih.. since 1998 la kan.. tak rasa sesedap mana pun.. in fact skrg makin tak sedap.. org jual kuih pun setakat jual la.. dah la mahal rasa tak sedap mmg rasa sungguh tak berbaloi.. ku ngidam mknan yg cukup rasa dan sedap tak hingat dunia.. di mana ye? mestilah di rumah ibunda.. hahahaha.. i need to eat smtg different n smtg nice..
kerja banyak tp tadak mood jugak nak kerja.. ape laaa..
as for puasa tahun ni.. haha.. demam yg sgt teruk telah melanda.. waktu mule posa.. sempat le pose 5 hari then demam yg agak lama disambung dgn cuti bulanan.. teruk le mengqada' pose nanti.. huh.. kesimpulannya di sini.. berat bdn ku juga tak turun.. walaupun mmg tak mkn pun walau tak berpose.. ditambah dgn hanya membeli utk pose kali ni.. lagik la tak rasa mcm pose sbb rupenye kat penang nih.. tak tempting langsung mknan nye skrg ini.. i dun get it bile org kata nak dtg penang nak cari mknan yg best.. dpt mknan yg best.. selama menjadi pnddk penang nih.. since 1998 la kan.. tak rasa sesedap mana pun.. in fact skrg makin tak sedap.. org jual kuih pun setakat jual la.. dah la mahal rasa tak sedap mmg rasa sungguh tak berbaloi.. ku ngidam mknan yg cukup rasa dan sedap tak hingat dunia.. di mana ye? mestilah di rumah ibunda.. hahahaha.. i need to eat smtg different n smtg nice..
kerja banyak tp tadak mood jugak nak kerja.. ape laaa..
Monday, August 3, 2009
TENSEN
lately, kenapakah aku cepat sangat tensen? tensen terhadap apakah? kekadang balik kerja letey jugak.. bile anak tak dgr kata mule nak tensen.. anak pulak hampir sebaya, banyak pula gaduh nye dan juga semakin besar semakin byk songehnye.. bile diajak mandi macam2 alasan diberi.. bile disuruh gosok gigi macam2 alasan diberi.. menguji keimananku sesungguhnye.. kesabaranku sesungguhnya.. bukan itu saja.. lain2 perkara timbul.. i just hate to be in this kind of atmosphere.. hilang mood bekerja.. hilang modd kat umah.. mau saja ku lari jauh2 dok diam2 sorang2 tenangkan fikiran.. nak period ke nih? hahaha
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