my lil gal

hola..

my gal got chicken pox last Sunday.. on Monday mornin i sent her to the clinic to verify.. yes it is though she has only 3 small spots.. So today is wednesday.. she has around 30, not big.. i hope she wouldnt have a lot like me :) not yet gatal2.. surviving tapi dedaq sedikit.. the sad part is i cant really look after her.. i sent her to my mom on monday after we went to the clinic.. we try to avoid haziq from having the same flu.. will see how.. as for now, we lied to haziq by not telling him that his sister is back in kg.. or else he wouldnt want to go to school and start creating stories, he is not feeling well bla bla bla.. i will go back to SP this evenin once I've settled with haziq n husband.. i've to feed them first and early in the mornin, tmro, come back and fetch them to school.. what a tiring day.. after 3 hours of lecture and tutorials.. :)

well, not easy to send or to leave ur kids with someone else.. Luckily my mom is still ok and that someone else is my mom.. tq mama.. i lurve u.. this is the scenario nowadays.. since the ladies have to work, for sure the grannies have to help us with the kids.. specially with such flu.. for a better reason, my sis is also staying with my mom and she is still unemployed.. a bonus for damia.. she is soooo attached with me.. living her there makes everybody in the house feels so empty.. we miss her cheekiness, her pot pet pot pet, she tease haziq a lot.. lovely lil gal..

as for me, the most sad part of being a mother is when i have to leave haziq for 3 motnhs for an attachment in the states.. really sad.. he was only 1 year 5 months.. and i have to leave him.. only Allah knows how i miss him.. to make that even worse, i was alone in a guest house.. cant cook, pregnant to damia which limits my movement, my joy and all other things.. but i did survive.. horror ok sbb aku sorang dok umah yg besar.. huhu.. all i can hear is the sound of branches on the top of the roof, scretching the roof.. with squirrels jumping here and there.. from the trees to the roof.. and with no curtains.. looking at the sky with shadow of trees.. some experiences during my study time that developed braveness in me.. u have to go and leave ur family for a while or else you wont get ur phd..