some pictures taken long time ago and while cleaning the house

damia suke betul dok dlm bakul.. and suke
le nak buat split.. haha



haziq posing berdiri kat wall tapi mcm tido
kat atas lantai.. and of coz his senapang gajah



for this raya bedsheet kaler purple yeahh..
pantang tukar cadar sure depa landing dulu..
damia in master bedroom and the other one
is our guessroom.. thanks to AUSSINO.. i
love the collection.. worth buying.. ku tido
dgn lena.. my husband loves the threadcount
too.. no more other brands.. cannon is not
bad too..

ini jawabnya mommi eri

1) kalau islamic, hang byr lebih they put the money in a buffer, next month hang byr kurang.. tak deduct drpd prime value yer..kalau conventional.. byr lebih they will deduct from your prime value.. the best is to find daily basis punye pinjaman.. HSBC! yg i tau la.. for both slamic n maxi home.. muamalat nak kita org byr utk sethn baru deduct from prime.. gilllerr apee

2) muamalat buat silap, tak letak log in period for our case meaning we can refinance our house anytime.. but they refuse to accept their mistake, they still want us to pay for the penalty.. dah la penalty muamalat byk le berbanding bank lain.. more than 2% as compared to bank islam.. bank lain? pastu they claim keluar pekeliling kata kena byr juga.. abih tu kenapa pekeliling tak sampe pada kita org? sungguh tak profesioanl menyebabkan bile tibe slot tajaan muamalat kat tv3 time berita aku ngan laki akunaik muak nak teermuntah.. ape islamic yg membebankan.. dah la nak cek baki nak kena byr balik pun lambat wehh 2 mgu baru dpt figure.. then.. nak cek byran bulanan pun tadak dlm sistem.. akunye kes kena call kat sbrg jaya tanya.. lembaps.. tu pasal tadak org kat muamalat.. aku aritu amik sbb they can offer 100% loan.. dan jugak nak islamic le kekonon.. sbb depa nye rate rendah skek drpd bank islam.. kalau ku tahu consequencesnye bank itu bergini.. tanak akuuu..

3) we understand kalau refinance kite selalunye refinance dgn bank lain.. tapi boleh jer refinance dlm bank yg sama mcm maybank.. muamalat mmg tak bagi refinance langsung.. now kan dah BFR-2% gitu.. ours is BFR+0.5%.. tak flexi

4) after 4+years paying, they dont deduct a cent from our prime value.. we pay the interest jer all this while.. whereas other banks.. ade yg tolak interest oso prime values from the first month.. so need to figure that too.. tu pun muamalat kata tak untung lagi.. "we have to achieve our target" bla bla bluekkkkk

5)pengalaman dgn bank islam plak.. kepoh je kata bulan nov n dis tak yah byr.. so u pay only 10 months.. sebenarnye.. byran 2 bulan itu ditangguhkan keblkg.. meaning if u do 10 years punya loan, after 10years u have to pay another 2X10=20 months lagik.. ckp tak habis ler.. cukup tak suke kalau gini.. memang mengakui amat buta dlm selok belok bank nih.. dan rasa sungguh tertipu dan terpedaya bile bank tak ckp semonyeee.. ada byk muslihat tul.. i hate to say that i dont like and trust islamic scheme nih sbb myself islam.. tapi mcm mana nak support
memandangkan islamic scheme nih pun ntah papa..

6) a lecturer suggested to bank islam to change their calculation a lil bit so that pengguna tak beban and they still get whateva keuntungan they targeted.. they refused.. in fact utk fixed rate.. islamic dgn 7% nye itu adalah yg tertinggi yer.. public bank islamic pun bley bagi 6%.. what the **** is that?

7) membebankan? tak membebankan? bukan kah islam itu menganjurkan perkara yg tidak membebankan.. mmg aku setuju la kalau kakak hang byr cash.. abis cite.. byk byr interest..

ape lgik yer.. we, my husband and i need to figure this out.. we want to ask other banks n we promise not to deal anything with muamalat after this.. slow management etc.. i just hate to mention about the bank

time flies fast

sedar tak sedar tgl 10 hari jer lagik nak syawal.. ntah kenapa.. tadak mood raya pun tahun nih.. kuih pun kurang.. baju raya pun ala kadar je.. semo cukup cukup je.. dgn tak le shopping bcoz of h1n1.. so semo preparation pun jadi cukup2 saja..

as for puasa tahun ni.. haha.. demam yg sgt teruk telah melanda.. waktu mule posa.. sempat le pose 5 hari then demam yg agak lama disambung dgn cuti bulanan.. teruk le mengqada' pose nanti.. huh.. kesimpulannya di sini.. berat bdn ku juga tak turun.. walaupun mmg tak mkn pun walau tak berpose.. ditambah dgn hanya membeli utk pose kali ni.. lagik la tak rasa mcm pose sbb rupenye kat penang nih.. tak tempting langsung mknan nye skrg ini.. i dun get it bile org kata nak dtg penang nak cari mknan yg best.. dpt mknan yg best.. selama menjadi pnddk penang nih.. since 1998 la kan.. tak rasa sesedap mana pun.. in fact skrg makin tak sedap.. org jual kuih pun setakat jual la.. dah la mahal rasa tak sedap mmg rasa sungguh tak berbaloi.. ku ngidam mknan yg cukup rasa dan sedap tak hingat dunia.. di mana ye? mestilah di rumah ibunda.. hahahaha.. i need to eat smtg different n smtg nice..

kerja banyak tp tadak mood jugak nak kerja.. ape laaa..

TENSEN

lately, kenapakah aku cepat sangat tensen? tensen terhadap apakah? kekadang balik kerja letey jugak.. bile anak tak dgr kata mule nak tensen.. anak pulak hampir sebaya, banyak pula gaduh nye dan juga semakin besar semakin byk songehnye.. bile diajak mandi macam2 alasan diberi.. bile disuruh gosok gigi macam2 alasan diberi.. menguji keimananku sesungguhnye.. kesabaranku sesungguhnya.. bukan itu saja.. lain2 perkara timbul.. i just hate to be in this kind of atmosphere.. hilang mood bekerja.. hilang modd kat umah.. mau saja ku lari jauh2 dok diam2 sorang2 tenangkan fikiran.. nak period ke nih? hahaha

sekitar gmbr bday damia n tok abah

happy birthday damia.. late entry sbb ari ahad aritu cuti n while uploading the pictures on monday.. ntah ape yg tak kena tak le upload etc.. my gal already 2.. my dad already 58.. i love them very much.. layan la gambar bday celebration.. just kami2 sekeluarga saja.. kek cake my dad suke lagi kalau buat sendiri.. so i baked choco cake and eat it with custard sauce.. my brothers fav.. in fact my dad's too.. depa tamau toping choco.. almaklum sudah lanjut usianye.. hehe.. and i did try mango cheesecake.. so yummy n so fast n easy to prepare.. not bad ok..



birthday gal takmo pake seluar.. baru bangun tido.. last time anak ku ini susah sgt hendak berckp.. skrg sgt la byk nye die berckp dan menari juga.. we always enjoy her style bile menari ye.. so genuine.. her fav word nowadays.. AWAT? skit2 tanya awat? she likes many advertisements yg rancak2 yg ada part nyanyi n menari cam adv digi yg kakak nangis n ada bear menari.. oso adv yg wife die tjk rambut ada perubahan tak tp husband die kata tadak nyamuk.. she imitates pompuan tu.. hehe.. budak kecik is sooo comey.. i will miss her a lot..



everybody's birthday is always haziq's birthday too.. mmg tak paham lagik konsep birthday sethn sekali.. haha.. abih air liur percik sana sini bile part tiup lilin.. n tiup lilin tu mmg bukan sekali tapi 2 3 4 kali.. baru puas hati..

playground

my husband and i called playground as PG so that the kids wouldnt know.. at tok lang's house.. yg menjaga damia itu ada le pg.. so every evening time balik tu damia sudah pande mnegajak utk ke pg.. since my husband sgt bz skrg nih with his night classes.. of coz time is important.. dah amik derang pkl 6.. nak mkn lagi.. and husband has to rush to go to his night classes at 8pm.. so terpaksa parking kereta ke suatu tempat yg damia tak nmpk la pg nye itu.. ape pun layan la gmbr depa dua..

batik

i always like batik.. recently jadi sedikit gila dgn batik.. if i go to ganu for sure bley jadik gile.. tatau bile boley p nih.. 1 thing for sure.. i'm a fan of ann9027.fotopages.com.. which i think harganye reasonable la.. kalau kat ganu for sure lagik murah la kan.. tp sbb cost nak gi satu hal.. better for me to buy online.. hehe.. btw, i planned to go to kt last month, unfortunately firefly has discontinued their flight.. i dont know d reason tetapi kehampaan sungguh yer.. i hope in future there will be one from png-kt.. senang i nak p beli batik... its all about the batik.. haha.. layan la some of my collections.. i like the simple one eh.. alamak.. tak le upload laa... next time aaa.. chiao

july 09

anak-anakku yang memebesar dengan cepatnye.. great thing is.. haziq takyah pakai pampers lagi.. mlm pun dgn jayanya no pampers for almost 3 weeks.. tak bocos lagi ye.. n damia is following the brother.. takmo pake pampers and kalau pake sibuk suh bukak pampers n always nak bukak pampers n nak gi toilet for wiwi.. good thing kalau perbezaan umur tak byk sgt.. the younger tends to follow the older one.. alhamdulillah.. save skek duit pampers..

huh.. sedar tak sedar its oredi 10th of july.. time flies fast.. well, just wanna share with all of you some of my kids picture.. i bought a new hp recently.. with camera.. so managed to snap few spontaneous shot.. b4 this my hp yg biasa2 sajer.. tadak camera pun.. tak laku pun skrg nih.. haha.. the reason why.. ye lah dulu tak start keje lagi.. pastu masih boleh digunakna.. besides i only use the basic thing for hp.. call n msg je.. and lastly, damia likes to play and experimenting with the hp.. bukak sana sini, bagi jatuh, saja baling.. huhu.. nokia yg itu mmg tahan lasak.. but now.. ade camera.. so kena hati2 lahh.. siap stainless steel lagi casing nye.. wuakakak.. nangis i kalau damia baling lagik my hp .. enjoy the picturesss


haziq and his marvel heroes book.. damia tersengih


haziq n anisa.. camni la kalau jumpa dua org.. abih segalanya jadik mainan.. rupenye damia suke sengih gini


kire duit ye anak2.. menabung ye.. haha.. pastu berebut sape lagi byk.. n candid haziq tido dlm keta dgn nyenyaknya

haziq with his ben10 t-shirt.. sibuk sgt nak

busy june

wuhhh.. i've been very busy lately.. new semester comes.. AMC done.. a week in KL, organizing the conference made everyone in the faculty tired.. indeed it is not easy to organize a conference of 700+ participants.. dtg dr merata tempat dan berbagai perange upon registration sampe le ke certificate.. anyway, it was fun, PWTC ok, legend ok.. the mall pun not so bad la.. managed to meet my old fren faire*n.. we havent seen each other ever since 1997 i guess.. you put weight a lil bit.. you still look the same, with your rosy cheek.. remind me of damia when she is exposed to sunlight.. merah cam udang kena bakar.. met siti n*rdiana while searching for the toys.. she didnt change much.. 3 anak dah you.. asyik jumpa kat tgh jln je yanna.. we should meet up.. proper one next time.. probably in SP..

well, for this semester i have to teach algebra again.. not so difficult.. try to make it easy for the students.. need to supervise small group of students for a university subject and i have to take malay languange course in order to confirm my position.. kelakar betull.. oso, need to find potential student for a small project.. at least that will keep me busy and always think n think.. hmm cam lagu pooh plak la..

haziq is here in the office.. he isnt that well.. for a fast recovery, i prefer him to stay at my office or at home.. or else this thing will drag for 2 weeks..

ok, need to do my work.. while waiting for a student to come.. as well as preparing my lecture for tomorrow.. huhaaa..

CUTI

Had a break for quite sometime.. went to Lumut and rilex?? tak rilex pun sbb kena tolong masak n still menjaga anak yg lari sana sini situ sinin..letih je.. so i wouldnt call it rilex time.. more on.. you dont have to think your work time.. haha..

since my aunty whos taking care of damia is away for a week to KL, have to send damia back to my mom.. she was ok last nite.. i was a lil bit worried about haziq.. when he didnt really realized that we went back to penang without his sister.. when he noticed, he asked and asked.. well, to avoid him from asking more, we had to change the topic.. u like naik kuda? bapak can be the kuda.. and so on so on.. and today he was quite ok, tido lena.. for all of us after travelling here and there.. he ate quite a lot of cornflakes.. i like when he eats a lot.. need to feed him more, he is too skinny now.. so feed whateva is berkhasiat and what he likes..

as for me, sempoi je.. life is like that, quite bz, with the coming conference.. i have to do the slides ok.. with the student yg repeat, with the viva thing.. settled with RFM's visit.. and I'm happy to see my supervisor coming back to Msia for another collaboration and kepoh kepoh mkn mkn.. we really enjoyed our time here and there..

what i need to do? well, as suggested by my beloved husband.. exercise please.. ur tummy is getting bigger, flabby? muakaka.. yup, i have to admit.. yesterday's video has proved that my tummy really looked big weird.. oh nooo.. rejection to large quantity of food, exercise please.. hehe.. ok dear, i'll try to start my exercise tonite at home with a very light exercise alone in the room.. take my own sweet time.. hehe

APEX

well, after induction, i have a clearer picture about APEX.. ade byk misunderstood on this APEX yer kwn2.. recently, based on top 100 universities in Asia, UM led the universities in M'sia.. USM ranked 3rd.. many people commented this way.. kalau APEX kenapa 3rd? well, USm sebenarnye bukanlah lagi universiti APEX.. USM masih dlm menjayakan program APEX.. what is our aim? if i'm not mistake, in 2015, we aim to be top 100 universities in the world.. in 2020 we want to be top 50 universities in the world.. every university has to come up with a proposal to be under this APEX programme, luckily USM got it.. why? many said because our vice chancellor of USM came up with a good presentation.. much2 better than other universities on our vision n mission n other things that convinced KPT.. actually to get more money from the usual allocation.. in order to achieve the rank.. in fact we havent got the money yet.. to get into the APEX programme, is actually to get the money so that we can have more research, better environment to work, better salary and of coz.. the outcome is.. the ranking that we aim for.. the admin people (higher) have been working very hard to get the money to convince KPT, to bring USM forward.. we want to make bussiness unusual.. bla bla bla.. mcm2 la.. i agree, UM always led other universities in certain aspect n areas.. every university is unique.. but probably, the vision that we have, with good VC.. we are not fighting with UM, but we want to achive our target or vision to be 50 top universities in the world by 2020.. it is not a competition among universities.. enough say?? well, we'll see how USm will perform in this coming yearss

back to school

not only haziq, after 6 days induction, i'm back to my school too.. got a lot of things to do.. yg ditinggalkan sepjg 6 hari berkursus.. yg ok.. yg nagntuk.. dan mcm2 yg lagi..

well, i need to complete 3 things before my confirmation.. 1) induction 60% done.. 40% xam on 28th may.. well, i have to postpone my cuti becos of the xam.. 2) kursus pengajaran dan pembelajaran.. so that we dont have to take diploma pendidikan ok.. n 3) BM.. huhu..

story about haziq.. well, haziq dah stop minum his pediasure.. not only expensive.. sometimes he refuses to eat n loves his milk more.. camna ceritenye.. well, as usual bile haziq g school, akan dibekalkanlah dgn botol susu n jugak susu yg dlm compartment die tu.. so 1 portion for 1 time.. but.. teacher roslina has gone.. tatau la mana pi nye.. principal haziq has to take over these few kids.. so instead of 1 portion, she put 2.. of coz susunye menjadi begitu sedap vanila nye yg power cukup pekat memikat.. i did 1.. mesti kirang pekat memikat.. so everytime he refused to drink the milk i did.. nak yg manis2.. yg ade kuning2 kat bwh botol.. i knew.. yg improperly dissolve.. cant disscolve anymore.. tak le la camtu.. nanti excrement keras... hehe.. end up.. haziq decided to have fresh milk.. dutch lady laa.. i didnt do the decision.. he did it.. so separuh tin pediasure tak abih n diberi kepada adik beradik sepupu sepapat ku yg juga minum itu susu.. sayang la.. 1.8kg susu is about RM110.. and it lasts less than a month.. the good thing is.. he eats more, kentut sudah berbunyi.. kalau tak bau busuk betul.. he goes to toilet once a day.. dan paling best tak bangun dah memlm n ask for milk.. legaa.. so stock fresh milk kena le ade sentiasa.. as for damia.. semo damia minum n mkn.. i like.. ahh.. miss my boy n my girl.. damia can speak better yer.. hello mama.. with her own intonation.. comel.. everytime she wants to do something.. surely she will call bapak!! to have bapak's attention.. whether singing or dancing..

well, i got a list of things to do!
1) prepare to tutup vote 78179
2) notes further linear algebra
3) notes algebra for science students
4) prepare slides for Asian Mathematical conference 22-26 june 2009
5) Book hotel and flight for RFM
6) PPSM meeting on 21st june
7) Vet soalan KSCP

i hope i can be very efficient.. berhemah utk menjayakan APEX..

hand mouth foot disease

OMG, at haziq's school the disease has spreaded out.. starting with 1 kid kena.. dan emak nye yg sgt tidak bertimbang rasa hntr gak anak die gi school though suspected.. dan cikgu di sekolah yg terperasan sbb mcm demam n tak sihat.. tak nmpk lagi merah2.. esoknye emak budak nih p sekolah n terus nak bawak blk anak die.. ade appoinment ngan dr.. what theeeee.. cam nak curi anak bawak p hospital cek n tak britau papa.. sib baik sempat principal haziq nmpk die nak gi bawak anak die.. lalu bertanyalahhh.. dan menjawab lahh.. emak budak tu cikgu tau.. whatt theeeeee... sungguh marah rasanyaaaaa.. luckily haziq was sick last week and he didnt attend his class tuesday-thurday.. dan kwn haziq yg bermain dgn budak itu sudah berjangkit.. though principal n other teachers dah cuci semo satu sekolah wwith the toys etc.. n org kementerian kesihatan pun dah mai cek.. still.. school tutup for 10 days.. tak le 5 or 6 days.. memang tutup kena 10 days.. so now.. my boy dgn gembiranya lepak at my office.. huhu.. that is OK, tertapi tidak le duduk dgn senyap nye.. toing sana sini.. vroom sana sini.. and of coz melayan ckp n kerenah die sehingga my work pun bertambah n tak terlayan.. haziq haziqq.. jadi terpaksa la mengankut sekalian tpt tido bersama bantal dan mknan utk dikunyah2.. utk tidak memboringkan budak yg tatau senyap ini.. haha.. sib baik betullah haziq tak p school.. kalau tak.. susah la.. bley jangkit pd damia n others.. next week, i have my induction course.. wonder how.. leave him with my husband? die nak gi lab.. proably will send him to school.. actually the principle offered me to take haziq to her house.. to all full day care kids.. so akan belajar semo kat umah principle.. first time le jumpa principle yg sgt concern with kids.. penah haziq cedera.. ekekek.. langgaq btg pipe n luke almost nak kena mata.. principle tolong rebus telur n tuam.. kalau terlambat tak penah caj.. extra time for haziq time pepetang.. great food.. mkn ikan bawal steam etc.. overall ok laaa.. walau berlainan bangsa..

huh.. got to do my work.. ku ketensenan jugak sebenarnye.. apekah? hendak meluahkan tertapi tidak terluahh.. everyday kite di duga dgn memcm dugaan yg Allah berikan.. life isnt easy especially when you have your own family.. all things have to be considered.. priority of coz our kids.. their food, education, etc.. menjadi seorang ibu jugak bukan mudah.. u have to work.. ye laa.. nak keta besau umah besau gaji besau.. semo besau laa.. dah balik keje.. u have to do the cleaning as well.. with the kids around.. yg menyepah di sana sini.. mkn minum.. very tiring.. the routine continues.. until the kids dah besar skek when u have to face other things plak.. a husband.. the provider.. sesama mencari duit utk anak bini.. di zmn ini perlu juga utk membantu.. paling kurang menjaga anak bile isteri buat itu ini.. ape salahnya membasuh baju.. machine yg buat pun.. kerna sesama mencari duit, kelaur masuk umah pun time yg sama.. letih sesama seharusnya dibuat bersama.. tidaklah bermaksud ayat2 ini utk suamiku.. all this while.. he has been very helpful.. tolong jugak mop sapu lantai.. jirus pokok.. bagi mandi anak.. tukar pampers n buatkan susu.. iron his own baju.. better than our father.. seronok jugak bile teringat our own mmom duduk je umah.. takyah nak umah besar keta besar cukup dgn ape yg ada.. mampu je hidup senang skrg ini.. yg pasti kepala otak tak berapa serabai le.. buat je keje umah n jaga anak.. i wish i could..

pernah kah kekwn berdiskusi dgn husband memasing about ur expenses? memo? siapa yg kena byr ape itu ini? atau semo husband yg byr? bini yg byr? is it good? well, ade jugak yg memasing very secretive about their income n expenses even with the husband or wife.. husband n wife tatau pun ade brp dlm simpanan.. ade jugak yg begitu telus.. good? not good? whats the best? generally we seldom discuss this among us.. yup.. ala2 rahsia keluarga.. bagaimana we manage the family, financially, emotionally etc etc lah.. but we always present the best 'face' as if nothing happen.. we are OK.. deep inside? memang OK pun? tak OK sebenarnye.. pure2 Ok la.. do we have a standard line.. OK itu macammana? well.. i start to merepek.. hehe..

chiao

Wolverine

last thursday nite, my husband, haziq n i, we went to queensbay mall to watch x-men.. huhu.. why? becoz haziq likes wolverine.. byk2 character.. wolverine yg die suke.. b4, we bought him a sticker book yg penuh dgn character marvel heroes.. so semua die tau.. i yg tatau... storm le, prof xavier le, etc etc.. huhu.. all in all.. it was OK.. haziq gabra jugak kekdg.. me too.. hehe.. it was our first time watching a movie after our marriage with haziq sitting in the middle.. OK laa..

good weekend.. longer than usual.. balik sp n kulim.. mama cooked laksam and oso laksa kedah.. huhu.. yummy.. pulut yg ditanak mkn bersama ikan gelama masin.. huhu with sambal tumis ikan bilis.. sodapp.. its all about the food kalau balik sp.. sentiasa penuh perut ku.. mmg tak le diet ok.. all in all.. waiting for the next weekend.. nak rehat je rasanya!!

bestnye cuti

huhu.. i had to take emergency leave gegara anak ku kurang sihat yer.. 2 hari gitu di samping melepak di bayview hotel atas jemputan ibu mertua dan bapak mertuaku yg berkunjung ke pulau pinang.. ewahh.. semlm p cari sedara mara suamiku yg terlalu le dekatnye dgn jln ulang alik ku menghantar haziq ke sekolah and used to be my playground.. arini kena keje yer.. tak abis menanda paper xam bebudak nih.. tomoro labour day.. aha.. cuti panjang.. what to do? well.. teman2 adik ku mencari busana utk hari bersejarahnye.. itu jer kut..

got a letter today.. i have to attend kursus induksi in may.. aha.. 1 out of 3 kursus i have to go before confirmation.. ok la.. hope everything is OK.. nothing much this week.. hope next week is a better one..

tiring week

last tuesday, went off to kl for a meeting.. sampe je.. plan with syau.. so we met at midvally for jln2... yg jln n jln mengikut kaki melangkah ke mana n we had our lunch together.. thanks syau for the treat.. best!! tony roma's at the gardens.. jap je jumpa.. went back to hotel n the programme started around 3pm.. huhu.. well, everyday from wednesday to saturday.. programme started around 8.30am til 11pm.. itu on paper yer.. hakikatnye.. sampe 2 3 pagi.. masya_Allah sgt letihnye tak terkire.. huhu.. but experience satu cite le besides the money.. hihi.. on saturday nite, went to meet halina.. wow.. future wife astronaut makin jelite eh.. tinggi nye.. putihnye.. u are just like you were before.. happy sokmo.. chit chat chit chat sampe pkl 1 lebey yerk.. mlm masih mude kan miss hal***. hihi.. on sunday, we finished early.. again will meet syau.. tapi hendak mencari kain cotton ku.. kedai tutup.. huhu uwaaaa.. melepak ler kat ampang point sampe syau mai with lil mica.. he is so cute.. mau gak pegang tgn ku jln sana sini.. n we had great chit chat dlm keta dgn mommy nye mica maupun ngan mica.. abih kuar bunyi2an.. haha.. ampang point.. not bad.. byk gak selection baju2, baju n brg2 baby gak.. syau wajib aku kirim kat hang.. mom's care.. with reasonable and affordable price.. on the way back.. kat epot jumpe le kwn syau bernama mashidah i guess.. aku cam le mukenye itu.. nama tu ingat2 lupe.. hehe.. what a small world

in fact aktu meeting tu i met with my previous mechanics lecturer.. huhu.. 10 11 thn memory dulu.. she looks the same.. nmpknye cikgu2 nih tak mkn dek usia yer.. oso cikgu yg pernah ajar kat tdk.. my neber's cousin.. wow ramenye.. n oso mashitah.. another fren of mine.. sampe umah kul 7.30pm.. bought doodle pro fisher price size XS.. yes sgt kecik yer.. hehe.. beli 2 bijik yer.. for my lovely kids.. kalau tadak dua.. sure berebut.. at least they can write smtg when we travel..

and today keletihan+kemengantukan sbb mkn ubat selsema n batuk yg blom berkesudahan.. :) merebaknyee virus dlm dewan.. becoz of me ler tu.. batuk bersahut2an.. haha..

monday blues

Alaaa ilang my entry.. anyway, we had fun yesterday.. celebrate my mom's birthday.. seperti biasa budak2 kecik yg sibok nak tiup lilin.. bersepah sepai air liur derang.. dgn lagu birthday yg sungguh out of tuneee.. we had steamboat.. yummy.. letak le segala makhluk yg boleh dimkn.. my fav.. sting ray with sawi cina n mushroom.. eat with chinese style fried rice.. kenyang sampe ke mlm.. di ikuti dgn american chocolate.. brownies secret recipe yg sgt lazat n oso cheesecake.. tgk lah aksi anak sedara ku anisa yg sgt keletah keletih.. satu hari derang tak tido ptg.. mlmnye beres tertonggeng sampe ke esok paginyee.. bile nak balik je.. mule le aksi berlinangan air mata dengan deruman dentuman teriak tanak balik.. haha.. baru 3 cucu tapi gamatnya kalah umah org yg ade 10 cucu.. dahsat tul cucu2 tok mama nih.. damia dgn dunianya.. haziq dgn repot dan nangis nye.. anisa dgn noti nyakatnya.. cukup gula dan garam..

last night i have to leave damia with tok mama.. tomorrow i'm going to kl until sunday.. so haziq will stay with bapak to go to school.. tatau la melalak tak die.. td pagi kat penang die tanya mana damia.. mana taknya.. damia tido, haziq pun tido kena angkat masuk keta n chiaoo.. so we have to say damia dah antaq awai2 kat umah tok lang.. yg jaga damia tu.. die heran skek.. slalu hntr damia pas hntr haziq.. nape hntr damia awai.. huhu.. polis mulekan siasatan.. pengsan gua nak menjawab soklannya.. ampun haziq terpaksa kelentong anak mama yg byk sgt soklan yg tak terjawab.. bapak senyap je.. ngelak drpd menjawab.. huhu.. mama gak kena jwb.. dongsss

inilah aksi2 mereka sekitar di office mama.. i had to take the exam scripts.. derang dok tak diam tol dlm ofis smbl menikmati cucuq udang n pisang bersama nasi goreng ayam dan air mata kucing kundur dan lemon asam.. licinnnn

weekend plan

well, seperti biasa hari ni hari jumaat yg mandom ok.. esok i have to work.. sat je laaaa.. tertapi habis la satu hari sabtu ku.. my paper 215-515pm.. then i have to collect all the answer scripts.. siap ade surat kuasa amik skrip jawapan lagik ok.. we plan to go back to kulim for a while.. siram2 pokok2 ku.. then back to SP. on sunday we r going to celebrate my mom's birthday.. dah 55 my mom.. huhu.. what we have planned? steamboat kat umah yer.. sgt selesa dan sedap.. well, i had steamboat b4 bersalin kat haziq.. mengidam then pecah air ketuban while my mom was preparing for the soup.. mkn jugak yek.. then only i went to the hospital.. a simple cake probably.. cake ape yer kali nih? cheesecake?

i have to leave damia to my mom. i'm going to kl on tuesday until sunday. haziq has to folo bapak since he has to attend his class.. we dont want him to miss the class.. and now he is learning mandarin too.. abih la keluar perkataan yg myself sendiri tak tau.. and i have to learn from him ok.. overall, mrs tan commented that he is a lil bit shy, has very good general knowledge.. he knows all the vege but his concentration in class is not that good. i know, he has many things in his mind.. this n that.. his own plot.. if he wants to concentrate then it will be good.. thats why he is not that good for letter recognition. well, i dont really want to push him.. i think he deserves his own sweet time.. he is not 4 yet.. with me, he is able to translate everything in his mind tru his drawing.. he is innovative.. well he can make anything and transform to his own playmate.. i'm more than a happy mom.. tapi kuat nangih sehhh..

kemalasan

well, tgh kemalasan ler nih.. tadak kelas nak kena buat research or pandai2 la nak buat ape.. haha.. sbbkan aku kemalasan yg amat.. let me share smtg with u out there.. cam rame je yg baca blog aku.. haha.. aku tak heboh pun kat sesapa aku menulis ini.. hang je sy*u.. ekeke..

OK, just wanna share my opinion mcm mana nak bg anak2 mkn sayuq.. you have to start early ok.. of coz bile dah boley mkn tu, mmg bg my babies mkn bubuq nasi yg diblend di lenyek etc. i read somewhere it is better to introduce them the taste of each sayuq.. meaning not so good la kalau campur carrot+potato with sawi sekaligus.. babies tak rasa camna rasa potato etc.. so i did follow the advice.. i rotate lah everyday on the menu.. once they can start eat solid food yg dilenyek2 i made carrot, potato, cauliflower, brocoli as their finger food.. kukus je.. nah amik mkn yer.. i never introduce them chicken or so.. ade la dlm moi i buh skek2 with ikan bilis yg diblend sampe hancus.. well.. everyday mkn sayuq yer.. n sayuq.. n now the result.. they eat sayuq very much.. they tend to like chicken and fish naturally..not forgetting the sayuq..

haziq luvs to eat satay tp kalau ade bwg kat satay, tak nmpk satay dah.. he'll munch bwg n bwg.. org tuo pun tak termkn bwg ye dak.. he likes tauhu, tempe, kekcg, fruits except papaya.. tatau le nape since small he never like this one n only papaya.. hat lain bedal saja daaa.. yogurt.. lemon.. huhu.. keladi ke bayam ke sawi ke.. not a problem for us.. tomato is their fav.. mkn gitu je.. my hati senang.. becoz they do eat vege.. as for damia.. shes the queen of buah.. sebijik epal pun tak cukup, 2 biji oren baru cukup.. penah my MIL order buah kat hotel.. 4 jenis dlm sepinggan.. damia abiskan.. haha.. and you shld see her excitement when she saw fruits.. cam tak torah gitu.. ekekek.. banana, tomato, honeydew.. mango.. penuh mulut daaa.. kalah abg haziq.. she really eat..

now, i have a problem.. haziq is almost 4.. camna la tanak bagi minum susu dlm botol dah.. susu kena minum.. but how without the bottle? can anyone suggest me effective method for this? nak testing 1 2 3..

EXORA or LIVINA?

well, we'll compare after this.. i like livina.. because it is nissan car with a very reasonable price.. cheap ok.. based on my experience with proton, i dont know whether i want to buy another proton car. Opinion? bile nak belinye.. ekeke.. tunggu ler.. i've finished paying PFB994. well, with 2 kids, kesian jugak tgk tido tak selesa dlm keta.. for future use better for us to buy mpv.. yess.. bile ye bapaknye?? dengan economy nye yg sebegini :|

our fav place for dinner.. BANGKOK TOMYAM

dear frens, hangpa kalau mai penang surely i'll bring you guys to this restaurant located near the penang epot. marvellous.. food pun sodap, inexpensive, and fast service. kalau gi pukul 7pm gerenti pkl 750pm dah habis mkn.. tu pun kecoh2 ngan dua org budak kecik.. we all dah penah try the tomyam.. yummy.. teloq bungkus yg byk ayamnye.. unlike others.. sotong celop tepung fav haziq, ayam halia, sayuq pun very nice.. kerabu mangga, padprik nye pun ok.. ikannye pun sungguh tiga rasa, steamnye pun tangkap steam eh, daging msk merah pun sodap, sup tulang pun nice.. rasanya puas hati le.. jom mkn2.. i'm in d mood jln2 cari mkn..

usually kalau bukan penangite, nasi kandar line clear yg u all suke.. i never try actually, but my anak tekak still luv nasi kandar sharif.. kat gelugor.. yummy and inexpensive price as well.. haziq's fav too.. hat lain2 kat penang nih rasanya ok ok saja la.. in fact my uncle yg mmg kaki mkn pun comment skrg nih food quality tak mcm dulu dah.. dulu mmg sedap.. skrg kureng.. he prefers to eat at home.. yup i agree. besides lebih hygiene kat rumah.. well, since i dont cook in penang.. kalau balik sp my mom's house mcm kemaruk je mkn.. haha.. we just bought our mini bar, i cant live without cooking anymore, muak dah ngan outside food... we'll have simple dish at nite.. bought another washing machine and small tv.. all small electrical appliances for a small apartment.. OK? hehe.. tak kose beli besaq2 nak pindah.. huhu..

ok then, hope to see you syau.. my flight on next tuesday will be at 9am.. my fren tanya awat awai sgt.. nak jln2 sat kat kl tu b4 registration in the afternoon.. hehe.. then balik penang on sunday 605pm.. again my fren asked awat lambat.. nak jln jugak laa.. jln2 without my kids.. will be the real jln2.. kalau tak kurang jln n cant really concentrate on things that i longed for!! huhu.. maksudnye terbang la $$$$$.. awas!!

some kiddos pictures

my lil damia tgh buat kerja la

i like when they sit together and do their own work

haziq with his aquadoodle. using water pen, just write on the mat. after a while the drawing or writing will dissapear. kureng color pencil situ sana sini

guess, what did haziq draw? actually die lukis org tgh angkat berat.. isnt it cute? nmpk tak org tgh angkat berat? haha.. i like and i think it is so creative

suke tul buat muke camni

my princess, when she sleep.. adorable

it has been longggg

assalamualaikum..

lamanya tak memblogkan diri.. well, rasa ingin berkongsi sesuatu.. blogkanlah diri.. well since august last year.. hey 8 months ago ok.. byk cerite nyeee.. let me start my story telling..

in september 2008, to be exact on 16th i've submitted my thesis correction. i had my viva on 19th of august.. almost a month for me to do the corrections.. that date is so significant for me.. sebab kelulusan senat UTM is based on the date I sent my correction.. Alhamdulillah everything went well.. pastu apa lagi.. raya la yg ditunggu2.. thanx to zam and maizon yg byk disusahkan sepjg august n september nih.. Allah has sent me two great friends!!

in october.. of coz sebok ngan raya.. so i delayed my registration at usm. besides i wanted to have more time with the kids and husband before i start working.. yes we had a great time.. i registered at school of maths, usm on 15 oct 2008.. well, a room for me, a pc of coz.. enough utk bertenet.. hihi.. dgn dunia luar.. and the dean assigned me to teach further linear algebra for the coming semester.. a lil bit heavy for me.. sbb i have to read linear algebra then only further.. so it was like ngajar 2 subjects where i have only 2 months to prepare my notes from scratch.. i stayed at my aunty's house during that time while waiting for the apartment to be ready.. so sesapa yg gi penang, you are all invited to come to my empty house.. hihi.. near.. very near to tapak pesta pulau pinang.. that is sg nibung area.. zaini wasnt around.. he is still working with ASM. when we moved to the apartment, zaini still in kulim. so on friday night, he'll fetch us back to kulim. sunday nights, balik penang.. this happened for about 2 3 weeks.. i had to handle my kids alone.. and it wasnt easy at all.. damia meragam skek pagi2 when i left her to bathe haziq.. from this experience, i salute all single mother or single father in this world.. i was exhausted and pressured at the same time.. wasnt easyyy.. tgkla gmbr rumah i yg kosong trang tang tang



november 2008, luckily zaini managed to carpool with his boss.. he lived in penang too.. nearby, not so far.. at bayswater which took us 8 minutes from our house.. so my morning routine was to send zaini to his boss's then haziq to school and damia to my aunty's. luckily mak lang agreed to help me taking care of damia.. i felt very relieved.. thanx to maklang.. kalau tak tatau la where to send damia to.. time ni.. i felt so happy, zaini is back at home every night except on wednesday night.. he had to be in kulim.. tgk pokok2 n umah..

december 2008, i was still waiting for UTM to have their senate meeting.. or else i wouldnt get my pay.. from october usm gave me only allowance which is not enough.. we have two houses to pay and luckily i have finished paying my car.. nothing much.. i have to struggle to prepare for the lecture notes.. 1 thing happened.. zaini was retrenched.. it was beyond my expectation.. but what to do.. again luckily he applied for skim latihan akademik bumiputra under USM and he got it.. before he got the retrenchment letter.. Allah has his plan.. all happened just in time.. susah hati? of course.. our income? and a lot of things lingering around my head..

jan 2008, yeah.. utm senate meeting done.. i got the letter.. and waited for the interview to appoint me as a staff.. yeah done.. and waiting for usm to approve and of coz with a big push.. everyday i have to go to the HR people and ask whether they have done with my offer letter etc.. huhu.. i hate doing this kind of thing.. but have to.. or else.. lambat mcm siput babi daaaaa.. dah push pun it took them a month to prepare a letter.. sh*t. sama je semo surat offer letter.. tukau nama je!! my blood bley naik giler time nih.. dah la buat surat pun ade yg tak betul.. sh*t.. and the class was ok.. only 51 students.. nothing much happened.. 15th jan was the last day zaini working as ASM staff.. and on 16th.. he was in my office.. until today.. he is still.. another st*pid bureaucracy!! what APEX uni is this.. well my own.. hahaha..

feb 2008.. a very slow process.. i tak dpt gaji lagiii.. allowance not enough with this situation.. though they increase our allowance.. still not enough.. time ni penin kepala pk duit duit.. di mana kau duit.. haha.. nothing much.. oso my sisters.. both of them engaged with their pilihan hati.. from jitra ye syau.. kg ape ke namanya kat ngan TUDM tu.. another one from dungun ye cikku norasiah.. hehe.. semoga perkahwinan akan dtg akan berjln dgn lancar.. sat je rasanya habis dah anak mama n abah dah tunang n bkl kawen.. 4 anak mcm byk tp skek rupenye.. in fact skrg nih sunyi je umah abah mama.. sorang situ sana sini..

march 2008.. at last i got my money.. backdated since oct 08.. phewww.. when i see the figure.. lega rasanya.. i just want to save my money.. for future use.. dok diam2 aaa.. jgn gatal tgn ku pegi bawak kuar.. well, my niat utk register gi haji will come soon.. well.. we went back to lumut.. went for my convocation.. had a great time in JB.. mkn sana sini.. sponsored hotel..

this is truly for my parents.. then it goes to my husband and my kids.. harapn mama n abah for me to have this.. so i dedicate this to them..

and during this time i giler with batik website.. haha.. i love batik very much.. i like d designs.. teringin nak lukis sendiri.. oso sibuk2 with my manik2.. jahit my baju of coz..

april 2008.. class over.. i have my own sweet time in the office.. less work.. but i need to do my research.. well waiting kak rohaidah to go to US, need to ask her favour to buy me another bag.. look loke this OK?last year during my trip to US in april, i got this for myself.. very cheap indeed.. my multipurpose bag.. semo sumbat dlm nih.. what i have in my bag? of coz my purse, payung pun makcik bawak.. ahha.. my supplements, hp, bedak+lipstick, semo buku bank.. pendrive.. kunci yg belambak.. kdg2 botol susu, pampers utk semua lapisan.. haha.. tisu.. pen, small size kertas, damias ikat rambut etc.. nail clipper.. gelang2 kristal makcik.. huhu.. heavy? yup!! kamera.. wakakak.. and this bag costs only usd30.. makcik bley jd gilooo.. well.. tomorrow will be my mom's birthday.. happy birthday mama.. i love you so much.. you are the best mom, the best chef.. hihi.. hadiah?

well enough for today, i'll upload some pictures after this..