it has been longggg

assalamualaikum..

lamanya tak memblogkan diri.. well, rasa ingin berkongsi sesuatu.. blogkanlah diri.. well since august last year.. hey 8 months ago ok.. byk cerite nyeee.. let me start my story telling..

in september 2008, to be exact on 16th i've submitted my thesis correction. i had my viva on 19th of august.. almost a month for me to do the corrections.. that date is so significant for me.. sebab kelulusan senat UTM is based on the date I sent my correction.. Alhamdulillah everything went well.. pastu apa lagi.. raya la yg ditunggu2.. thanx to zam and maizon yg byk disusahkan sepjg august n september nih.. Allah has sent me two great friends!!

in october.. of coz sebok ngan raya.. so i delayed my registration at usm. besides i wanted to have more time with the kids and husband before i start working.. yes we had a great time.. i registered at school of maths, usm on 15 oct 2008.. well, a room for me, a pc of coz.. enough utk bertenet.. hihi.. dgn dunia luar.. and the dean assigned me to teach further linear algebra for the coming semester.. a lil bit heavy for me.. sbb i have to read linear algebra then only further.. so it was like ngajar 2 subjects where i have only 2 months to prepare my notes from scratch.. i stayed at my aunty's house during that time while waiting for the apartment to be ready.. so sesapa yg gi penang, you are all invited to come to my empty house.. hihi.. near.. very near to tapak pesta pulau pinang.. that is sg nibung area.. zaini wasnt around.. he is still working with ASM. when we moved to the apartment, zaini still in kulim. so on friday night, he'll fetch us back to kulim. sunday nights, balik penang.. this happened for about 2 3 weeks.. i had to handle my kids alone.. and it wasnt easy at all.. damia meragam skek pagi2 when i left her to bathe haziq.. from this experience, i salute all single mother or single father in this world.. i was exhausted and pressured at the same time.. wasnt easyyy.. tgkla gmbr rumah i yg kosong trang tang tang



november 2008, luckily zaini managed to carpool with his boss.. he lived in penang too.. nearby, not so far.. at bayswater which took us 8 minutes from our house.. so my morning routine was to send zaini to his boss's then haziq to school and damia to my aunty's. luckily mak lang agreed to help me taking care of damia.. i felt very relieved.. thanx to maklang.. kalau tak tatau la where to send damia to.. time ni.. i felt so happy, zaini is back at home every night except on wednesday night.. he had to be in kulim.. tgk pokok2 n umah..

december 2008, i was still waiting for UTM to have their senate meeting.. or else i wouldnt get my pay.. from october usm gave me only allowance which is not enough.. we have two houses to pay and luckily i have finished paying my car.. nothing much.. i have to struggle to prepare for the lecture notes.. 1 thing happened.. zaini was retrenched.. it was beyond my expectation.. but what to do.. again luckily he applied for skim latihan akademik bumiputra under USM and he got it.. before he got the retrenchment letter.. Allah has his plan.. all happened just in time.. susah hati? of course.. our income? and a lot of things lingering around my head..

jan 2008, yeah.. utm senate meeting done.. i got the letter.. and waited for the interview to appoint me as a staff.. yeah done.. and waiting for usm to approve and of coz with a big push.. everyday i have to go to the HR people and ask whether they have done with my offer letter etc.. huhu.. i hate doing this kind of thing.. but have to.. or else.. lambat mcm siput babi daaaaa.. dah push pun it took them a month to prepare a letter.. sh*t. sama je semo surat offer letter.. tukau nama je!! my blood bley naik giler time nih.. dah la buat surat pun ade yg tak betul.. sh*t.. and the class was ok.. only 51 students.. nothing much happened.. 15th jan was the last day zaini working as ASM staff.. and on 16th.. he was in my office.. until today.. he is still.. another st*pid bureaucracy!! what APEX uni is this.. well my own.. hahaha..

feb 2008.. a very slow process.. i tak dpt gaji lagiii.. allowance not enough with this situation.. though they increase our allowance.. still not enough.. time ni penin kepala pk duit duit.. di mana kau duit.. haha.. nothing much.. oso my sisters.. both of them engaged with their pilihan hati.. from jitra ye syau.. kg ape ke namanya kat ngan TUDM tu.. another one from dungun ye cikku norasiah.. hehe.. semoga perkahwinan akan dtg akan berjln dgn lancar.. sat je rasanya habis dah anak mama n abah dah tunang n bkl kawen.. 4 anak mcm byk tp skek rupenye.. in fact skrg nih sunyi je umah abah mama.. sorang situ sana sini..

march 2008.. at last i got my money.. backdated since oct 08.. phewww.. when i see the figure.. lega rasanya.. i just want to save my money.. for future use.. dok diam2 aaa.. jgn gatal tgn ku pegi bawak kuar.. well, my niat utk register gi haji will come soon.. well.. we went back to lumut.. went for my convocation.. had a great time in JB.. mkn sana sini.. sponsored hotel..

this is truly for my parents.. then it goes to my husband and my kids.. harapn mama n abah for me to have this.. so i dedicate this to them..

and during this time i giler with batik website.. haha.. i love batik very much.. i like d designs.. teringin nak lukis sendiri.. oso sibuk2 with my manik2.. jahit my baju of coz..

april 2008.. class over.. i have my own sweet time in the office.. less work.. but i need to do my research.. well waiting kak rohaidah to go to US, need to ask her favour to buy me another bag.. look loke this OK?last year during my trip to US in april, i got this for myself.. very cheap indeed.. my multipurpose bag.. semo sumbat dlm nih.. what i have in my bag? of coz my purse, payung pun makcik bawak.. ahha.. my supplements, hp, bedak+lipstick, semo buku bank.. pendrive.. kunci yg belambak.. kdg2 botol susu, pampers utk semua lapisan.. haha.. tisu.. pen, small size kertas, damias ikat rambut etc.. nail clipper.. gelang2 kristal makcik.. huhu.. heavy? yup!! kamera.. wakakak.. and this bag costs only usd30.. makcik bley jd gilooo.. well.. tomorrow will be my mom's birthday.. happy birthday mama.. i love you so much.. you are the best mom, the best chef.. hihi.. hadiah?

well enough for today, i'll upload some pictures after this..