bestnye cuti

huhu.. i had to take emergency leave gegara anak ku kurang sihat yer.. 2 hari gitu di samping melepak di bayview hotel atas jemputan ibu mertua dan bapak mertuaku yg berkunjung ke pulau pinang.. ewahh.. semlm p cari sedara mara suamiku yg terlalu le dekatnye dgn jln ulang alik ku menghantar haziq ke sekolah and used to be my playground.. arini kena keje yer.. tak abis menanda paper xam bebudak nih.. tomoro labour day.. aha.. cuti panjang.. what to do? well.. teman2 adik ku mencari busana utk hari bersejarahnye.. itu jer kut..

got a letter today.. i have to attend kursus induksi in may.. aha.. 1 out of 3 kursus i have to go before confirmation.. ok la.. hope everything is OK.. nothing much this week.. hope next week is a better one..

tiring week

last tuesday, went off to kl for a meeting.. sampe je.. plan with syau.. so we met at midvally for jln2... yg jln n jln mengikut kaki melangkah ke mana n we had our lunch together.. thanks syau for the treat.. best!! tony roma's at the gardens.. jap je jumpa.. went back to hotel n the programme started around 3pm.. huhu.. well, everyday from wednesday to saturday.. programme started around 8.30am til 11pm.. itu on paper yer.. hakikatnye.. sampe 2 3 pagi.. masya_Allah sgt letihnye tak terkire.. huhu.. but experience satu cite le besides the money.. hihi.. on saturday nite, went to meet halina.. wow.. future wife astronaut makin jelite eh.. tinggi nye.. putihnye.. u are just like you were before.. happy sokmo.. chit chat chit chat sampe pkl 1 lebey yerk.. mlm masih mude kan miss hal***. hihi.. on sunday, we finished early.. again will meet syau.. tapi hendak mencari kain cotton ku.. kedai tutup.. huhu uwaaaa.. melepak ler kat ampang point sampe syau mai with lil mica.. he is so cute.. mau gak pegang tgn ku jln sana sini.. n we had great chit chat dlm keta dgn mommy nye mica maupun ngan mica.. abih kuar bunyi2an.. haha.. ampang point.. not bad.. byk gak selection baju2, baju n brg2 baby gak.. syau wajib aku kirim kat hang.. mom's care.. with reasonable and affordable price.. on the way back.. kat epot jumpe le kwn syau bernama mashidah i guess.. aku cam le mukenye itu.. nama tu ingat2 lupe.. hehe.. what a small world

in fact aktu meeting tu i met with my previous mechanics lecturer.. huhu.. 10 11 thn memory dulu.. she looks the same.. nmpknye cikgu2 nih tak mkn dek usia yer.. oso cikgu yg pernah ajar kat tdk.. my neber's cousin.. wow ramenye.. n oso mashitah.. another fren of mine.. sampe umah kul 7.30pm.. bought doodle pro fisher price size XS.. yes sgt kecik yer.. hehe.. beli 2 bijik yer.. for my lovely kids.. kalau tadak dua.. sure berebut.. at least they can write smtg when we travel..

and today keletihan+kemengantukan sbb mkn ubat selsema n batuk yg blom berkesudahan.. :) merebaknyee virus dlm dewan.. becoz of me ler tu.. batuk bersahut2an.. haha..

monday blues

Alaaa ilang my entry.. anyway, we had fun yesterday.. celebrate my mom's birthday.. seperti biasa budak2 kecik yg sibok nak tiup lilin.. bersepah sepai air liur derang.. dgn lagu birthday yg sungguh out of tuneee.. we had steamboat.. yummy.. letak le segala makhluk yg boleh dimkn.. my fav.. sting ray with sawi cina n mushroom.. eat with chinese style fried rice.. kenyang sampe ke mlm.. di ikuti dgn american chocolate.. brownies secret recipe yg sgt lazat n oso cheesecake.. tgk lah aksi anak sedara ku anisa yg sgt keletah keletih.. satu hari derang tak tido ptg.. mlmnye beres tertonggeng sampe ke esok paginyee.. bile nak balik je.. mule le aksi berlinangan air mata dengan deruman dentuman teriak tanak balik.. haha.. baru 3 cucu tapi gamatnya kalah umah org yg ade 10 cucu.. dahsat tul cucu2 tok mama nih.. damia dgn dunianya.. haziq dgn repot dan nangis nye.. anisa dgn noti nyakatnya.. cukup gula dan garam..

last night i have to leave damia with tok mama.. tomorrow i'm going to kl until sunday.. so haziq will stay with bapak to go to school.. tatau la melalak tak die.. td pagi kat penang die tanya mana damia.. mana taknya.. damia tido, haziq pun tido kena angkat masuk keta n chiaoo.. so we have to say damia dah antaq awai2 kat umah tok lang.. yg jaga damia tu.. die heran skek.. slalu hntr damia pas hntr haziq.. nape hntr damia awai.. huhu.. polis mulekan siasatan.. pengsan gua nak menjawab soklannya.. ampun haziq terpaksa kelentong anak mama yg byk sgt soklan yg tak terjawab.. bapak senyap je.. ngelak drpd menjawab.. huhu.. mama gak kena jwb.. dongsss

inilah aksi2 mereka sekitar di office mama.. i had to take the exam scripts.. derang dok tak diam tol dlm ofis smbl menikmati cucuq udang n pisang bersama nasi goreng ayam dan air mata kucing kundur dan lemon asam.. licinnnn

weekend plan

well, seperti biasa hari ni hari jumaat yg mandom ok.. esok i have to work.. sat je laaaa.. tertapi habis la satu hari sabtu ku.. my paper 215-515pm.. then i have to collect all the answer scripts.. siap ade surat kuasa amik skrip jawapan lagik ok.. we plan to go back to kulim for a while.. siram2 pokok2 ku.. then back to SP. on sunday we r going to celebrate my mom's birthday.. dah 55 my mom.. huhu.. what we have planned? steamboat kat umah yer.. sgt selesa dan sedap.. well, i had steamboat b4 bersalin kat haziq.. mengidam then pecah air ketuban while my mom was preparing for the soup.. mkn jugak yek.. then only i went to the hospital.. a simple cake probably.. cake ape yer kali nih? cheesecake?

i have to leave damia to my mom. i'm going to kl on tuesday until sunday. haziq has to folo bapak since he has to attend his class.. we dont want him to miss the class.. and now he is learning mandarin too.. abih la keluar perkataan yg myself sendiri tak tau.. and i have to learn from him ok.. overall, mrs tan commented that he is a lil bit shy, has very good general knowledge.. he knows all the vege but his concentration in class is not that good. i know, he has many things in his mind.. this n that.. his own plot.. if he wants to concentrate then it will be good.. thats why he is not that good for letter recognition. well, i dont really want to push him.. i think he deserves his own sweet time.. he is not 4 yet.. with me, he is able to translate everything in his mind tru his drawing.. he is innovative.. well he can make anything and transform to his own playmate.. i'm more than a happy mom.. tapi kuat nangih sehhh..

kemalasan

well, tgh kemalasan ler nih.. tadak kelas nak kena buat research or pandai2 la nak buat ape.. haha.. sbbkan aku kemalasan yg amat.. let me share smtg with u out there.. cam rame je yg baca blog aku.. haha.. aku tak heboh pun kat sesapa aku menulis ini.. hang je sy*u.. ekeke..

OK, just wanna share my opinion mcm mana nak bg anak2 mkn sayuq.. you have to start early ok.. of coz bile dah boley mkn tu, mmg bg my babies mkn bubuq nasi yg diblend di lenyek etc. i read somewhere it is better to introduce them the taste of each sayuq.. meaning not so good la kalau campur carrot+potato with sawi sekaligus.. babies tak rasa camna rasa potato etc.. so i did follow the advice.. i rotate lah everyday on the menu.. once they can start eat solid food yg dilenyek2 i made carrot, potato, cauliflower, brocoli as their finger food.. kukus je.. nah amik mkn yer.. i never introduce them chicken or so.. ade la dlm moi i buh skek2 with ikan bilis yg diblend sampe hancus.. well.. everyday mkn sayuq yer.. n sayuq.. n now the result.. they eat sayuq very much.. they tend to like chicken and fish naturally..not forgetting the sayuq..

haziq luvs to eat satay tp kalau ade bwg kat satay, tak nmpk satay dah.. he'll munch bwg n bwg.. org tuo pun tak termkn bwg ye dak.. he likes tauhu, tempe, kekcg, fruits except papaya.. tatau le nape since small he never like this one n only papaya.. hat lain bedal saja daaa.. yogurt.. lemon.. huhu.. keladi ke bayam ke sawi ke.. not a problem for us.. tomato is their fav.. mkn gitu je.. my hati senang.. becoz they do eat vege.. as for damia.. shes the queen of buah.. sebijik epal pun tak cukup, 2 biji oren baru cukup.. penah my MIL order buah kat hotel.. 4 jenis dlm sepinggan.. damia abiskan.. haha.. and you shld see her excitement when she saw fruits.. cam tak torah gitu.. ekekek.. banana, tomato, honeydew.. mango.. penuh mulut daaa.. kalah abg haziq.. she really eat..

now, i have a problem.. haziq is almost 4.. camna la tanak bagi minum susu dlm botol dah.. susu kena minum.. but how without the bottle? can anyone suggest me effective method for this? nak testing 1 2 3..

EXORA or LIVINA?

well, we'll compare after this.. i like livina.. because it is nissan car with a very reasonable price.. cheap ok.. based on my experience with proton, i dont know whether i want to buy another proton car. Opinion? bile nak belinye.. ekeke.. tunggu ler.. i've finished paying PFB994. well, with 2 kids, kesian jugak tgk tido tak selesa dlm keta.. for future use better for us to buy mpv.. yess.. bile ye bapaknye?? dengan economy nye yg sebegini :|

our fav place for dinner.. BANGKOK TOMYAM

dear frens, hangpa kalau mai penang surely i'll bring you guys to this restaurant located near the penang epot. marvellous.. food pun sodap, inexpensive, and fast service. kalau gi pukul 7pm gerenti pkl 750pm dah habis mkn.. tu pun kecoh2 ngan dua org budak kecik.. we all dah penah try the tomyam.. yummy.. teloq bungkus yg byk ayamnye.. unlike others.. sotong celop tepung fav haziq, ayam halia, sayuq pun very nice.. kerabu mangga, padprik nye pun ok.. ikannye pun sungguh tiga rasa, steamnye pun tangkap steam eh, daging msk merah pun sodap, sup tulang pun nice.. rasanya puas hati le.. jom mkn2.. i'm in d mood jln2 cari mkn..

usually kalau bukan penangite, nasi kandar line clear yg u all suke.. i never try actually, but my anak tekak still luv nasi kandar sharif.. kat gelugor.. yummy and inexpensive price as well.. haziq's fav too.. hat lain2 kat penang nih rasanya ok ok saja la.. in fact my uncle yg mmg kaki mkn pun comment skrg nih food quality tak mcm dulu dah.. dulu mmg sedap.. skrg kureng.. he prefers to eat at home.. yup i agree. besides lebih hygiene kat rumah.. well, since i dont cook in penang.. kalau balik sp my mom's house mcm kemaruk je mkn.. haha.. we just bought our mini bar, i cant live without cooking anymore, muak dah ngan outside food... we'll have simple dish at nite.. bought another washing machine and small tv.. all small electrical appliances for a small apartment.. OK? hehe.. tak kose beli besaq2 nak pindah.. huhu..

ok then, hope to see you syau.. my flight on next tuesday will be at 9am.. my fren tanya awat awai sgt.. nak jln2 sat kat kl tu b4 registration in the afternoon.. hehe.. then balik penang on sunday 605pm.. again my fren asked awat lambat.. nak jln jugak laa.. jln2 without my kids.. will be the real jln2.. kalau tak kurang jln n cant really concentrate on things that i longed for!! huhu.. maksudnye terbang la $$$$$.. awas!!

some kiddos pictures

my lil damia tgh buat kerja la

i like when they sit together and do their own work

haziq with his aquadoodle. using water pen, just write on the mat. after a while the drawing or writing will dissapear. kureng color pencil situ sana sini

guess, what did haziq draw? actually die lukis org tgh angkat berat.. isnt it cute? nmpk tak org tgh angkat berat? haha.. i like and i think it is so creative

suke tul buat muke camni

my princess, when she sleep.. adorable

it has been longggg

assalamualaikum..

lamanya tak memblogkan diri.. well, rasa ingin berkongsi sesuatu.. blogkanlah diri.. well since august last year.. hey 8 months ago ok.. byk cerite nyeee.. let me start my story telling..

in september 2008, to be exact on 16th i've submitted my thesis correction. i had my viva on 19th of august.. almost a month for me to do the corrections.. that date is so significant for me.. sebab kelulusan senat UTM is based on the date I sent my correction.. Alhamdulillah everything went well.. pastu apa lagi.. raya la yg ditunggu2.. thanx to zam and maizon yg byk disusahkan sepjg august n september nih.. Allah has sent me two great friends!!

in october.. of coz sebok ngan raya.. so i delayed my registration at usm. besides i wanted to have more time with the kids and husband before i start working.. yes we had a great time.. i registered at school of maths, usm on 15 oct 2008.. well, a room for me, a pc of coz.. enough utk bertenet.. hihi.. dgn dunia luar.. and the dean assigned me to teach further linear algebra for the coming semester.. a lil bit heavy for me.. sbb i have to read linear algebra then only further.. so it was like ngajar 2 subjects where i have only 2 months to prepare my notes from scratch.. i stayed at my aunty's house during that time while waiting for the apartment to be ready.. so sesapa yg gi penang, you are all invited to come to my empty house.. hihi.. near.. very near to tapak pesta pulau pinang.. that is sg nibung area.. zaini wasnt around.. he is still working with ASM. when we moved to the apartment, zaini still in kulim. so on friday night, he'll fetch us back to kulim. sunday nights, balik penang.. this happened for about 2 3 weeks.. i had to handle my kids alone.. and it wasnt easy at all.. damia meragam skek pagi2 when i left her to bathe haziq.. from this experience, i salute all single mother or single father in this world.. i was exhausted and pressured at the same time.. wasnt easyyy.. tgkla gmbr rumah i yg kosong trang tang tang



november 2008, luckily zaini managed to carpool with his boss.. he lived in penang too.. nearby, not so far.. at bayswater which took us 8 minutes from our house.. so my morning routine was to send zaini to his boss's then haziq to school and damia to my aunty's. luckily mak lang agreed to help me taking care of damia.. i felt very relieved.. thanx to maklang.. kalau tak tatau la where to send damia to.. time ni.. i felt so happy, zaini is back at home every night except on wednesday night.. he had to be in kulim.. tgk pokok2 n umah..

december 2008, i was still waiting for UTM to have their senate meeting.. or else i wouldnt get my pay.. from october usm gave me only allowance which is not enough.. we have two houses to pay and luckily i have finished paying my car.. nothing much.. i have to struggle to prepare for the lecture notes.. 1 thing happened.. zaini was retrenched.. it was beyond my expectation.. but what to do.. again luckily he applied for skim latihan akademik bumiputra under USM and he got it.. before he got the retrenchment letter.. Allah has his plan.. all happened just in time.. susah hati? of course.. our income? and a lot of things lingering around my head..

jan 2008, yeah.. utm senate meeting done.. i got the letter.. and waited for the interview to appoint me as a staff.. yeah done.. and waiting for usm to approve and of coz with a big push.. everyday i have to go to the HR people and ask whether they have done with my offer letter etc.. huhu.. i hate doing this kind of thing.. but have to.. or else.. lambat mcm siput babi daaaaa.. dah push pun it took them a month to prepare a letter.. sh*t. sama je semo surat offer letter.. tukau nama je!! my blood bley naik giler time nih.. dah la buat surat pun ade yg tak betul.. sh*t.. and the class was ok.. only 51 students.. nothing much happened.. 15th jan was the last day zaini working as ASM staff.. and on 16th.. he was in my office.. until today.. he is still.. another st*pid bureaucracy!! what APEX uni is this.. well my own.. hahaha..

feb 2008.. a very slow process.. i tak dpt gaji lagiii.. allowance not enough with this situation.. though they increase our allowance.. still not enough.. time ni penin kepala pk duit duit.. di mana kau duit.. haha.. nothing much.. oso my sisters.. both of them engaged with their pilihan hati.. from jitra ye syau.. kg ape ke namanya kat ngan TUDM tu.. another one from dungun ye cikku norasiah.. hehe.. semoga perkahwinan akan dtg akan berjln dgn lancar.. sat je rasanya habis dah anak mama n abah dah tunang n bkl kawen.. 4 anak mcm byk tp skek rupenye.. in fact skrg nih sunyi je umah abah mama.. sorang situ sana sini..

march 2008.. at last i got my money.. backdated since oct 08.. phewww.. when i see the figure.. lega rasanya.. i just want to save my money.. for future use.. dok diam2 aaa.. jgn gatal tgn ku pegi bawak kuar.. well, my niat utk register gi haji will come soon.. well.. we went back to lumut.. went for my convocation.. had a great time in JB.. mkn sana sini.. sponsored hotel..

this is truly for my parents.. then it goes to my husband and my kids.. harapn mama n abah for me to have this.. so i dedicate this to them..

and during this time i giler with batik website.. haha.. i love batik very much.. i like d designs.. teringin nak lukis sendiri.. oso sibuk2 with my manik2.. jahit my baju of coz..

april 2008.. class over.. i have my own sweet time in the office.. less work.. but i need to do my research.. well waiting kak rohaidah to go to US, need to ask her favour to buy me another bag.. look loke this OK?last year during my trip to US in april, i got this for myself.. very cheap indeed.. my multipurpose bag.. semo sumbat dlm nih.. what i have in my bag? of coz my purse, payung pun makcik bawak.. ahha.. my supplements, hp, bedak+lipstick, semo buku bank.. pendrive.. kunci yg belambak.. kdg2 botol susu, pampers utk semua lapisan.. haha.. tisu.. pen, small size kertas, damias ikat rambut etc.. nail clipper.. gelang2 kristal makcik.. huhu.. heavy? yup!! kamera.. wakakak.. and this bag costs only usd30.. makcik bley jd gilooo.. well.. tomorrow will be my mom's birthday.. happy birthday mama.. i love you so much.. you are the best mom, the best chef.. hihi.. hadiah?

well enough for today, i'll upload some pictures after this..